I've been sick.

They are totally mad at me because all I do is hang out with Big SP.  Sigh. I dont know if i really care about that.

I need a vaca... Or something.  I am sick of wearing red.  It makes me crazy everytime I put that big, unattractive t-shirt on every single weekday.  I get a day off tomorrow... Too bad its because I am going to a ( Read more... )

he is so lucky hes cute. he gets away with way too much ( Read more... )

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a second job right now is necessary. i need money money money. so today, i went to the mall...again... and applied at express, bath and body, lucky brand jeans, and macys cosmetics/fragrance department. i dont really want to work at bath and body. the ladies who work there are all old. ugh. but i have an interview tomorrow at three... i guess ill ( Read more... )

so, I was supposed to go to ...'s band practice, but that did not happen. I went to where he was practicing, and I could not figure out how to get to the garage place they were playing. and he was playing so he couldnt come get me.. was I in the wrong for leaving??? I THINK NOT! if he really wanted me there he would go get me... do you agree ( Read more... )

Say what?!

I hate Moorpark... I HATE IT! So i decided to be an esthetician instead. Werd FUCKERS!

So there was like this fire, behind my house... It made me pretty nervous, I am not going to lie. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I smell like a mother fucking campfire... FUCK. Still, I refuse to wash my hair! REFUSE!

Spence says I spoil my lips, so ( Read more... )

Philosophy will ruin my life.  I got a D on my first "college" test.  What the fuck.  I just really dont like school.

Matty is coming down this weekend supposedely. I hope he does...

So Whitney is going to weave my hair.  Ah shit, will I finally be blonde?  I dont know I dont know but we will find out!

My Uncle from Canada is coming down ( Read more... )

you know what?

I FUCKING LOVE MYSELF

Mmmm. He opens the door for me. And pays for me. Surprisingly, those are good qualities in a boy these days. He is taller. And possibly smaller... But he has two fangs, and I love them. He has soft lips. Soft kisses. I dont know if I have ever been kissed so tenderly. But most of all, I like his hands. They are good hands. Strong hands ( Read more... )

So, you think that being alone is what you want.... But then you realize that being alone is, lonely.