Ex and I are doing well in training so much as the lead instructor called me later on the first day to tell me he was impressed. Ex also had no problem putting his nose on the lab created odor after only having worked actual explosives. He is now even imprinted on TATP which isn't easy to get ahold of to work with.. Next we I was told I was ( Read more... )

It is 4am and I am still awake. If I make it to 6am I will have been up for 24hrs. Something is bothering me and I don't know what it is. I have been thinking about work, Melissa, and Diana. I doubt any of those things are what are keeping me awake. At least the dogs are in my bed sleeping.

Ahhhh another day off. not much planned. I might try and reorganize the back of my squad. I started on it yesterday but gave up on it when it became overwhelming. I was going through my gear and realized I was carrying so much. Really how many 6ft leashes, slip or prong collars, etc do I need. Hurricane Irene inspired me to want to redo the ( Read more... )

I have been going crazy. I'm pretty sure I am still in love with Holly. I think about her all the time. If I could go back and change things I so would ( Read more... )

Another week down. This one started exciting and then quickly became very boring. On Thursday we got a report of some armed robbers being in the mall that PD was following. We started looking for them and they were founs at a store. PD quickly took one into custody. The other fled into another store and thats were I really got involved. Bruno ( Read more... )

weekend has been pretty chill. My boss is down from Chicago with his wife for vacation so we hung out some. Yesterday we went to Venice, Florida to shark tooth beach. I found 4 small shark teeth. It is pretty cool. I got sun burned on my lower back pretty bad ( Read more... )

I sit here missing Holly. I don't know if the feeling I have for her is love or lonliness. I still talk to her almost on a daily basis not just about Josh but like we always have done. I hate being in florida with no friends. I work 4 10 hour days which help keep me busy and my mind occupied for the most part but on my days off I am alone ( Read more... )

My date with Barb didn't happen. She said she wasn't feeling well. I got a tattoo of a dog paw print with an American flag. Yesterday I ran some errands. I took both dogs and we went and ran some errands. I bought some window visors, clothes rod, and a power center. I took both dogs to work with me. Bruno worked and Thunder had to hang out ( Read more... )

Successful day of explosives detection training yesterday. After training I went to lunch with some of the guys from the training group to include instructors, DEA, and ICE. I'm playing in the big leagues with these guys. After lunch headed out to the mall to hang out with Barbara. She is an Aventura Police Officer that is currently assigned to ( Read more... )

My fathers day sucked. I miss my son very much. I talked to him for about 2 minutes yesterday then he was off playing. I guess that is a 7 year old. Holly was supposed to have him call me back but never did so I am disappointed. At least they will be down here Thursday. My divorce is finalized as of the 15th. I'm still not sure how that ( Read more... )