it's funny how one bad decision nine years ago, has affected me every day since. Constant decline with no fight back - and here I am. A life that has become a series of what if's. "Three months" rapidly whittling down - but the ever present threat it implies, slowly loses its induced fear. The subtle warning signs convert into neon flashing lights ( Read more... )

excuse the size of the photo and mess i'm surrounded in - I couldn't be bothered fixing either. But I digress.....
Should I cut my hair? waist length is getting a little old now. But I'm scared! What do you think?


( Read more... )

I never meant it to turn out like this

..stumble in drunk for breakfast..

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them -- words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB!!
*flails*

Hiding these screams behind my eyelids

( Read more... )

my life is pretty much over.. i've run out of coffee and can't get to the shops because of this child.
speaking of this child and my life being destroyed... find me a motherfucking babysitter in the next three minutes or she is going to be marinated and consumed. i'm not even joking. i can't miss tonight :((((((

firstly.. HAPPY DAY OF BIRTH to my scotch queen.

So, it looks like i have this job. One more group thing on Monday, then i shall know for sure. Rate of pay is higher, permanent hours, city location, sitting on the net all day - and no more boombas.

Last night highlights -
"ID please. From all four of you" haha
Reunited with the fountain of drunk ( Read more... )