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Apr 30, 2004 15:56

I'm sitting at my computer crying ( Read more... )

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xxairpaganxx April 30 2004, 18:24:06 UTC
Awwh, please don't say that. Jeez, talk about hurt my feelings and hurting your own.

You're everything to me, you really are. Hunny, you can't get any better if you don't like how you're getting better, so stand up. Fuck it, let me stand up for you. Just please, please take care of yourself.

I couldn't live with myself ever if I knew that something truly horrible happened to you, and I want you to know that I love you.

I missed my maiden in the dreams last night for the first time, and instead of the usual, mysterious face... it was yours.

I <3 You

-R-o-s-e-S-

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myxruina May 1 2004, 10:27:32 UTC
i understnad that I cant get better if I dont like the way I'm getting better. It's just that this isnt the way for me to get better. I cant do this all anymore. I just cant put myself through it all.
It's just too horrid for me to deal with. I'm not strong enough.
It seems that whatever happens to me while living pushes me to the edge, where it's just too horrible to live anymore.
Living is the worse thing right now. It's the one thing I regret.
People keep smuthering me with the aweful choices which arent even choices. they are more like demands because I have no choice in the matter. I'm thrown into things that break me to pieces.

This isnt a way to go on living.
I love you <33

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bellascritto April 30 2004, 22:19:20 UTC
&yet i still love you like mad.

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