AIDS test at PP on march 7th.
if any of you knew, fuck you.

bitter jealousies bear sickly fruit. thoughts manifested in vulgar minds tend to recapitulate exactly what that mind truly is. i know i've said nothing so far, just used alot of $10 words. the irony is that i've said more than some will ever say. i don't labor over the past.

wisdom teeth are gone.
chances of going to new paltz this semester are gone.
jess, dave and i are going to europe this summer.
painkillers are making me nauseous.
it's too hot in my room.
it looks like i won't be getting into NP's education dept no matter what.

aside from the wisdom teeth and europe- FUCK!!

where's my Le Tigre cd???? it's been like 3.5 months.

"you know that World War II era picture with the girl kissing the sailor, and the tickertape around them and everyone in the background is cheering? being with someone should be like that all the time. if it's not, you should just give it up and keep looking, because in the end, finding something like that will be totally worth it."

i found that.

jess and dave and i went to fresno's (the faux-mexican place at the mall) the other night. we got drunk and walked the mall. well. they got drunk. i had a bunch of whiskey, didn't really get much off of it, and was still fully functional. with alcoholism running on both sides of the family, it was scary. anyway, then we went to price chopper, got ( Read more... )

and you (the collective "you") don't get to know any of it....

except that i hope my uncle stops being a fucking drunk someday.

my own personal jesuses (jesi?) came back for 2002 and one show in 2003. again, their break-up has thwarted my attempt to document them on vinyl. Fuckers.

it's been awhile since i wrote a real earthy, introspective post in my LJ. i'm not sure how much sense this is going to make, but hell, i'll try ( Read more... )

everything changes on new year's day ( Read more... )