Boo Im back, its been ages since I last wrote in here...at least like...oh I dont know..MONTHS! I still read whats up in all your journals, its pretty interesting..^_^ at least you all have something to write about, I got zip...Ive had the same "problem" hang over me for the last 6 months...*sigh* Im trying to get over him...but everytime I see him ( Read more... )

heya...just leavin a msg for ya'll...im using my xanga more than I use this...so just check that out when u have time...www.xanga.com/mz_bebe_stylez alright? thanks man...

to make it simple..I think we're better off as friends, coz I dont wanna wait around for sumthing that I know won't happen..at least, if we're friends, we can have more fun without worrying about how the other person might take it..^ ^ I'll get over it soon enuf, Im strong, just trying to clear up my life a little bit..and this is sumthing that I ( Read more... )

*sigh* everything's changing...why can't it all go back to normal? whats wrong with you? or is it me? what did I do wrong? What the HELL did I do to make you not talk to me? I don't think I did nething to offend, insult or disrespect you in any way...and all I get for being there for you, opening up to you, being the one who cared when no one else ( Read more... )

something has been taken
from deep inside of me...
a secret Ive kept locked away
no one can ever see...

[there's a secret that i hold, but no one else shall know, what happened in that room was between me and you alone..was it meant to be? are we even allowed to cross that boundary? I looked up to you, now I dont know if I can look at your face ( Read more... )

woot! so much fun today~ Sharon, Ally, Jason and John came over today!~ at like 5...lol...and they left at like 10:40...hope that they all get home safely!! ^ ^ anyways...we chilled, ordered pizza, then went to rent a movie....we ended up renting American Pie 2, its SO funnie!~LOL, good times, good times...too bad Josh didnt come...that bum...lol ( Read more... )

FUCK, I hate valentines....makes me so fucking depressed....especially this year....this year...its all about "him"....ever since...December, I've liked you though you never knew it..now it hurts SO much to hear you talk about the one that u love....when ur all that I think about...everyday...everynight...I sit here, and think about you, countless ( Read more... )

*Can't Wait ( Read more... )

*sigh* I see you for one day, and it reminds me of all the reasons why I liked you...they fill my mind..and all I can do is sit here and think about you....its driving me insane that we cant be 'one'. You know how I feel, but I have NO idea what you feel...ur too shy to tell me...and I dont now what to do... Im SO in love with you....you're the ( Read more... )

"Dangerously In Love 2 ( Read more... )