Comments | mz_seshet: A belated resolution

mz_seshet

A belated resolution

Feb 21, 2008 21:08

I am putting to rest my defenses. (Well, am giving it the best shot yet!) I'm not going to worry anymore about MY feelings that I've been picking myself back up and falling and picking myself back up just to fall again for about a year now. These feelings are FOR me, not to control me. And, there is another perspective. I am *failing* because ( Read more... )

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seagull42 February 22 2008, 08:16:53 UTC

I listen, hear your words, and witness them.

ewigweibliche February 22 2008, 16:27:29 UTC

Wow. I want to be able to echo the same. I wholly support you in this.

This is a powerful entry. Last night I "suffered" a huge mental blow out. Completely shutting down in the ways that do. I did not surrender entirely to the demon, but all of my energy was focused on withstanding, not on using the information given. If that makes sense.

I think you rule. And I missed you last weekend.

gothicsquish February 22 2008, 22:31:25 UTC

I also wish to be able to echo the same. Work with Liberty has brought me the same feelings. Power to you.

ewigweibliche February 22 2008, 23:26:01 UTC

I think I have to deal with Pride. This point always seems a little out of focus - slipping equally into shame and arrogance. Shame is what usually pours out in my freak outs. But working with liberty is never a bad thing! Time to go run those pentacles....

ewigweibliche February 23 2008, 07:22:41 UTC

If it makes you feel any better, this all came after a most horrific day of stress and anxiety because I started freaking out (& in public -woo hoo!) I have to work my Pride Point tenaciously these days ( ... )

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