No I dont think you are. He would want you to be happy. Like when my cousin died..His gf was hurt and she was like she wont be in love again then a few years later she found a guy who she thought she loved.and its NOt about no can compare to him but NO one will ever be him so ofcourse you cant forget him but He wouldnt want you to cry because Heaven is better than Earth he's happy and you guys will be together again just in time so you can be happy and celebrate his life with yours. be HAPPY.
I understand exactly what your saying.. Its like I don't want to be talking to this new cat because I'm trying to get over that the fact that I lost Shawn... The Day I was on my way back from L.A. His grandmother was like.. I know Shawn Really Did Care about you because They way he talked about you.. She said I will never know but You could have been my Grand Daughter in Law.. And that Made my heart hurt.. because Its so many what if's.. in my mind... And Im Trying not to think like that.. I just want to leave it a peace.. but i can't because I never got to say good bye.. But Thank You very Much!!!
Only you can really answer that question. I think because Shawn did die unexpectedly, it will be hard to move on but there is nothing wrong with it. Just move on when you're ready and don't listen to other people.
I Figured That... Its Like Im talking to this dude name Gabriel.. He's Mad nice.. He's Understanding the situation because we both lost someone.. He lost his dad and i lost my boyfriend.. and I'm feeling him.. but I'm always asking that question am i making him something that he doesn't want to be.. Am I Trying to make him my boyfriend at such a fast pace.. i mean he's willing to slow down.. but i feel you can't change something if its naturally.. but sometimes i think im getting on his nerves because he would ask me why am i crying and i would tell him.. And i feel like a burden on him... when i talk about shawn.. he say is straight but in the back of my mind.. I'm thinking yeah right.. Shawn cramping his style.. but whats banana's is.. gabriel.. went to the school I was suppose to go to in LA.. And Then We Were The Same Graduating Class..I End Up going to the prom At the school I was suppose to attending high school at Which is in L.A... The Same School He Went To. And I Went With His Enemy.. LOL.. We Have Much in common.. but We
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No I dont think you are. He would want you to be happy. Like when my cousin died..His gf was hurt and she was like she wont be in love again then a few years later she found a guy who she thought she loved.and its NOt about no can compare to him but NO one will ever be him so ofcourse you cant forget him but He wouldnt want you to cry because Heaven is better than Earth he's happy and you guys will be together again just in time so you can be happy and celebrate his life with yours. be HAPPY.
That probably didnt make sense sorry Love.
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Its like I don't want to be talking to this new cat because I'm trying to get over that the fact that I lost Shawn... The Day I was on my way back from L.A. His grandmother was like.. I know Shawn Really Did Care about you because They way he talked about you.. She said I will never know but You could have been my Grand Daughter in Law.. And that Made my heart hurt.. because Its so many what if's.. in my mind... And Im Trying not to think like that.. I just want to leave it a peace.. but i can't because I never got to say good bye.. But Thank You very Much!!!
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