To the two most Beautiful Flowers in my Garden


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And just like that *snap* goes $15,000.

Argh!

Sigh.

B r o k e n


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Neither.

In a relationship:

I don't want to be the teacher; what I have to say shouldn't tell him who he is.
I don't want to be the student; what he has to say shouldn't tell me who I am ( Read more... )

Lately I've been evaluating my life and the relationships I have with certain individuals. I don't care to keep in touch with those I haven't been keeping in touch with but to those I reach out to ever so often, I'd like to continue to make the relationship grow ( Read more... )

Looking back, I've noticed a pattern in my life with regards to a few men. Okay, two men. (Not boyfriends but guys I'm getting to know.) I've realized that the more time progresses and depending on how real I think it's getting, I draw back and start combing through my flaws and insecurities. With a fine-toothed comb, at that. I start to ( Read more... )

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I think I need to start being a better friend.

I'm sorry.

I've never felt so broken in my whole life... and there's nothing I can do about it, really.

I wish I can be that sturdy pillar in your life...

...but all I'm allowed to do is watch from afar, with my arms, legs, heart -- bound, as you teeter on the edge of sanity. Don't jump, I whisper, but my words do not reach you. Don't hurt yourself, I ( Read more... )

I'll be the first to admit I've made some stupid mistakes in the past; some were petty and some were big but stupid all the same. I shouldn't have let such a petty matter affect our friendship; I shouldn't have let that promotion go; I shouldn't have passed up on that chance; I shouldn't have let him go...There are many things in life I dwell over ( Read more... )