So it has been over a year since me and Ray were last together. He broke up with me the day before Valentines Day last year. I held off on us being together because I thought that maybe we just weren't meant to be. I love him and he loves me but as we have both found out....love is not enough ( Read more... )

I would like to take this time to officially thank everyone who was with me through my misscarriage and misfortune. I don't know if I would have gotten through it as sanely as I did if it wasn't for being able to write it down in my LJ and read you guys comments ( Read more... )

Please check it out and see how you like it! IT MOVES..........I MADE IT MYSELF!!!

Hello ( Read more... )

I'm still around, will come for an update soon.

My dad called me yesterday from work and told me he was giving me the credit card to go shopping to 'pick up some things'. He said to spend $200 ( Read more... )

My miscarriage ended. I don't know how to describe the feeling of it. The emotional and physical pain of it all. It has hit me harder than I thought it would considering I was thinking of aborting. But I knew that I wouldn't come from this unmarked. I knew it. I knew it would have a lasting effect on me ( Read more... )

So lately I've been very emotional and I have been feeling like maybe I need a break from school. So I didn't tell my father about my baby situation at first but I told him that I was thinking of taking a break from school ( Read more... )

So if you read my last entry, you read where I said that I had early pregnancy bleeding. Well, that bleeding turned into cramps and more blood and more blood. I was talking to Leslie on the IM and she reminded me of the doctor telling me I may of had a ectopic Pregnancy(tubal preg) and that started to worry me. I had an appointment for yesterday ( Read more... )

Ok so my last post was basically a vent. Those of you who know me well, know I would never commit suicide ( Read more... )