i can't take this anymore. i need to get out. i haven't felt this depressed in a long time.

"don't force anything, let time tell and let things happen naturally. if it is meant to be, time will tell."

i feel so alone.

happy 11th birthday kissy (my baby sister ( Read more... )

i think... i'm gonna switch schools.

okay so i dyed my hair red now. everyone likes it except me. its funny because i've been with ralph for a month (tomorrow) and he's already seen me with three different hair colors ( Read more... )

yeah so im eating a block of cheese waiting for aly to sign on and find out if we're going to the mall. i'm lactose non tolerant ( Read more... )

good day at school except for the fact that henry was there. just looking at him ruins my day, not too sure why. its just like "ugh great, more bipolarness." i'll deal lol.

i'm going to patriot idol tonight with ralph. phil's gonna be there! and i think some friends of mine from freehold and marlboro are going too. i'm excited, woooo. <-- ( Read more... )

even though i looked like shit, i got a lot of compliments.. and i didn't like it considering the fact i thought i looked like shit. but whatever ( Read more... )

i woke up at 10:30 and helped my parents bring down christmas decorations. since we had our whole house redone, we cant nail the shitty lights to the house, so my mom and i went to sears hardware to get some gutter clips ( Read more... )

i have the worst tummyache right now, i hate eating food. i did the school thing, and i love rebecca lullio like whoa. shes just funny as shit ( Read more... )