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I'm an old soul.
I now know for sure that I am an old soul. I sit here at night in my PJs listening to music from the 50's that is broadcast for the people in the nursing homes of the capital region. Yupp. I'm an old lady trapped in an 18 year old's body :P. I don't know why I like this old music, I think as a kid my parents made me fall asleep to it. I have ( Read more... ) -
I have a problem with commitment.
Even the simple task of keeping an online journal up to date is too much to ask of me apparently :P. Commitment is scary. You're saying "Yes" (or "No") and using it in a strong way. Commitment. To commit. Sheesh. I don't even want to define it, it has to get scarier, haha. I'm probably afraid of commitment because I don't want to be set up ( Read more... ) -
Sheesh, I need to update more often...
So Monday and Tuesday were the wake/funeral, I guess that's what they're called. I was surprised to see how good my Grandfather looked, he looked so serene, so peaceful, he looked like he was just sleeping. (Which he was when he had passed away, my Grandmother had to wait for my Father to come down and see him before the ambulance came. My Dad ( Read more... ) -
My grandfather passed away.
More now than ever is it apparent that death is inevitable. But isn't that always the case when someone passes away? You realize that life is short. You realize that yes- you should indeed live life to it's fullest, because it just may happen that tomorrow is your last day on this earth of ours. At first when my mom told me, my reaction was ( Read more... ) -
So as I was taking my shower and...
I began thinking of how certain situations or events effect us throughout our lives. Then I tried to think of certain events that had shaped my life, but the only one that really stuck out was September 11th. It's weird because with these HUGE events, you can remember so much about that certain day. Where you were, who you were with, the time, how ( Read more... ) -
Ahhh.
*Sigh* It has been forever. But I'll tell you why. Every fricken time I go to update I accidentlly hit some button to mess everything up. EVERY TIME. It's so annoying that I haven't even tried to re-write unless I'm fuming over something crazy, liiiike now, ahaha.
An update on life-
1. I never used those two Math B Review Books- But I pulled a 91 on ( Read more... ) -
oh em eff geezy
Oh myyy <3 ( Read more... ) -
Brace yourself, I've got lots to say.
So here's your basic after Christmas update ( Read more... ) -
I love today.
I GOT ACCEPTED TO HARWICK COLLEGE! <3
I'm so excited, you don't even understand! I've been so scared, so, so, so, scared. People freak me out. My mom, my teachers, blah! "Hartwick is a hard college to get into! Don't get your hopes up..." I hate them for that, I've freaked myself out for NOTHING. Hmph. Well I'm totally excited. I'm so, so, so, ( Read more... ) -
21 days, or something like that.
It's Sunday. I'm bored and hungry, currently waiting for my mom to cook me french toast. Life is good, isn't it? Eh, not quite. I'm completely broke. It sucks, but all of my next check will go towards Christmas shopping. My family is easy though, very cheap, haha. My mom just wants a few things for the kitchen, my dad will want something easy, like ( Read more... )