hahaha. the word "unpredictable" doesn't even come close to doing justice to the way my life has been unfolding lately...

but beginning-of-crush butterflies, covertly holding hands under the blanket so our friends can't see, and having conversations that alternate between silly and deep and last until 4:45 in the morning ...are fun.

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SURVEY. i'm bored. i've been up til, like, 3am every night this week and there's no way i can go to bed now, even though i have nothing to do.

LAST...Food you ate? pasta & salad at dinner ( Read more... )

last week, my friend ryan asked if he could borrow my calculator for an exam in a few days, because somehow he manages to be a business major without owning a calculator. the next day, i got back from work, and my calculator was gone and this was set as the background on my computer:


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i bought a cardboard box, a coffin, really, and in it placed:

his army flag, his national guard sweatshirt, an "operation thank you" tee shirt, my 3643rd sweatshirt, a half-empty can of axe body spray i stole before he left for iraq, a black "i <3 my soldier" thong, the teddy bear he gave me, 2 little american flags from various military ( Read more... )

november 6, huh?

we broke up on our 2-year anniversary.

and even though i know it was right,
i've never hurt so bad in my entire life.

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life's interesting. a little bit difficult and scary sometimes, but always interesting ( Read more... )

so, there's this hardcore band that alex likes, and they're pretty good, so i checked out their myspace and they have a cover of "since u been gone"...yes, kelly clarkson.

http://myspace.com/adaytoremember
hahaha it's freaking amazing. i love it.

life is crazy and unpredictable and busy and chaotic and overwhelming - sometimes in good ways and sometimes in bad ways. i've been doing a lot of laughing and crying and ice cream eating and i now know the floor layout of bath & body works like the back of my hand.

HE'S HOME.

<3


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we hung pictures of attractive, shirtless cowboys on our bathroom walls to discourage guys from using our toilet.

so now a cute, half-naked boy in a cowboy hat stares at me while i pee. creepy.