today was a GOOD day yea.... =]
i woke up like 3times this morning and went back to sleep well teh 4th time i couldn't back to sleep figured it was about 9-9:30-ish but it was freakin 7:03.... i was mad so i took a 30 minute shower. i shaved =D my legs and arms. called blair i went off with my mom and grandma and blair and we hit the beaches went to a thrift store where i got a rad smiley face shirt and goodwill i got a batman shirt thats COMPLETELY see threw its yellow and blah lol its was a dollar over priced... we took blair home she wanted me to stay but i said no cause i wanted to chill with my home boys eric and justin they are my current boys i love them.
so i called justin and we arranged to go to erics house and justin tuned my guitar for me (thank god) the tuning keys suck =\ he is a beast on guitar <3 and i had alot of fun they are the coolest guys ever! i was a little shy today but next time i hang out with them i will be more up and go i was just adjusting to them today and seeing how they were and all that jazz.
i think eric likes me he said he does but i think he is just blah and i feel bad in a way becasue i really really like justin and like haning with them today made me like him even more =\ but you know we are only friends but i can deal with that i guess =D <3 emo boys what a heart throb
man for some reason i kept getting serious butterflies at erics house and everyonce in a while justin made me giddy (dunno how... lol)
my mom wasn't going to let me go to TOC but i think i can talk her into it and i think erics gonna help me with the money i need to buy a ticket i don't know if i want to be around him and courntey much so i will just chill with justin and get this chickidy off his back hey its more fun for me!!!