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amanda - wow, you are my BEST friend. i love you so much. me and you seem to share something that no one can compare to. we think alike, we act alike, we dress alike and we dont even try. i know tht 180 miles could never tear us apart because me and you seem to have a bond that is impossible to break. we got in one fight and a very big one at that but we both managed to admit to our faults and our mistakes and we both apologized and put it in the past. i cant wait to see you again because every moment i spend with you is an amazing one. i miss the laughs we had when you lived here but know that soon enough we'll have more. i love beautiful and i miss you dearly. thank you for everything<3
austeen - my other BEST friend. austeen you are the funniest girl i've ever met. i miss every litlte thing about you. you and i always seemed to have the loudest laughs in the world. we'd laugh so hard we almost pissed ourselves. it's so hard to keep contact with eachother when you're in Georgia and im here in California but i'm trying and even though we dont takl as much anymore, our memories will ALWAYS be remembered by me. i miss you babe. and hopefully i'll have enough money to visit you during spring break.
michelle - you're my newest friend but it seems like you're the one that i can share most feelings with. i love you sooooo much and it seems like i can talk to you about anything and you'll understand. i cant wait until we have our sleepover because i KNOW it'll be the best. you're the sweetest girl ever and i appreciate you being there for me when i needed someone to vent on. i love you sooo much beautiful<3!
lindsay - me and you have been through SO much. Me and you have sooooo many great laughs. I appreciate everything you've done for me, every smile you've brought to my face and every laugh you've made me laugh. i adore you lindsay. you're beutiful, caring, funny and very understanding. you're everything i could ask for in a friend. along with all of this, we've had our downs. our stupid little fights that we always managed to get over and learn from. i dont regret any of all teh memories we've had. the tears, the smiles, the frowns and the giggles are things from our friendship that i will always remember. i love youuu!
alex - me and you have been good friends since last year but it's that kind of friendship that's hard to notice. me and you seriously have the greatest laughs in every class we have together. hahahahha and we always seem to make everyone around us laugh as hard as we do. i'm hoping that maybe we'll be able to grow closer because you're the kind of girl i could never get sick of. I LOVE YOU ALEX!
marlena - my little sister. i ADORE you. you are so beautiful in so many ways and you are by far the most amazing person. you've been there for me through a lot of things and even though we've never really hung out, me and you are really close. with all of this, it still seems like me and you are slowly drifting apart and i want to stop that right now. i miss talking to you... =[ so with all of this said, i promise to try to make this bond between you and i stronger.
kimberly - soulmate<3 i adore you like no other. seriously, we just met but it's amazing how much we share. we're the same height, we like the same things, our birthdays are 3 days apart and we both love eachother =]. hopefully one day i'll be able to meet you in actual person because that would be sooo much fun. you seem like the kind of girl i could get along with adn well i would just loooooove to see your pretty face. i love you pretty girl<3
nicole - my big sister<33333 i love you with every bit of my little soul. you are the beautifulest person i've ever come in contact with. you are so amazing in so many ways. i miss hanigng out with you and you sleeping over and everything. it seems like me and you barely talk anymore and that makes me sad because me and you have shared a lot in the past few months. i miss you and me and you better hang out soon because if we dont, i'll be sad.
sannaz - I LOVE YOU. you're so sweet and so pretty and so awesome. i love seeing you at school becuase you always give me hugs and i like hugs =] . me and you are definitely still up for making our teal tree house because well, that's a must. i hope me and you can become closer becuase i love the way you are and i also hope that we can talk more becuase talking with you always puts a big smile on my face. I LOVE YOU PRETTY GIRL<3
laken - you and i barely talk anymore but we sure as hell had an amazing friendship. we shared a lot, from tears to smiles. through all the harsh words we've said to eachother, you and i can both admit that we didnt mean one bit of them because we've been through too much to be able to tell eachother we hate eachother and mean it. i'm sorry for all the things i've done and said, for the assumptions i've made and for ruining this friendship. i wish i could take it back but i know that it's too late. we've tried pathching this friendship back up but it hasn't really gotten anywhere but i do hope that sometime in the future me and you can go back to how we were not too long ago.
sage - i remember when you came over every single day of the summer and i remember all the laughs we had. we didnt really get into any fights because you were always to sweet to fight back and that is such a good thing becuase it's that that has gotten me to really think of you as the most caring girl ever. i'm so sorry for all the things i said and did because i know that i made big mistakes that i didnt mean to make and i'm so sorry, i really am. and i'm hoping that maybe me and you could have another fun sleepover and watch more movies becuause i miss that. i miss going over and you coming over all the time and i'm hoping that this friendship doesnt end like this.
kyle - ohhhhhhh my god. kyle, i've known you since i was like 2. we go way back, from throwing rocks at eachother to me crying and going over to your house. i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. you are seriously like a brother to me and the fact that you and i have been through so much brings me to tears because i never see you now. i know that you can be something greater than how you act up to be. it brings me to tears that you're away from me and i have no one to go to when i'm upset at like 11 at night and all i need is a hug. i know that you probably cant reply to this and it will also take you a while to be able to read it but just know that no matter how late you read this, i still mean every bit of it. i'm hoping that soon enough you'll be able to come back and visit me becuase i miss you like crazzzzy. it's so hard not seeing you every day when before you moved, all i had to do was walk a few steps and you were there. i miss you kyle, so much. =[
shane - wow, hahahahhaahah. me and you have the greatest laughs and the best conversations ever. you are the funniest guy i've ever met and i'm glad to consider you one of my best friends. i seriously cant wait till you come down because that means that you and i will DEFINITELY be hangning out. i love every bit of you, i love our conversations and our stupid little jokes. we're the shit and we both know it. loveee you shaney pants.
sarah - you and i were pretty close for a while but now we barely talk.. this makes me sad but i know that you're busy with your own stuff and so am i. i still remember every word you've said to me though because every conversation i had with you made me think of everything in a more positive and gave me inspiration to be a better person. thank you soooo much for being there for me. i really appreciate it.
rachel - same goes for you. we were really close at one point but now we barely talk at all. you are the most caring most sweetest girl i've ever met. you always go out of your way to put a smile on someones face and the fact that you've done that to me makes me very thankful that i have a friend like you. it seemed ilke every time i was upset, i'd talk to you and you would immediately talk to me about every bit of it and make me realize that it wasnt worth being upset over. thank you for everything you've done for me. loveeee you<3
ps. i miss being dancing partners =[
kerri - you are by far the coolest ever. we've been pretty close for about two years and it seems like me and you have always been able to get along pretty well. i miss hanging out with you outside of school, i miss climbing fountains, throwing bottls into the street and cheering every time a car ran over it, and i miss dancing.
keith - dude, you're my brother and the coolest brother in the world. you're the coolest slut ever and i seriously love you. i cant get mooshey and emotional with you becuase there's nothing with you but laughs. but i must say, i'm glad i'm your sister because that makes us the coolest siblings around.
robbie - i remember when you were the new kid in school last year and i made fun of you and stepped on you. i dont take it back because it was that that made us close. you were always there for me to talk to or to give a hug to or to laugh with. we dont talk or hang out at all really and that makes me miss you. i miss every conversation with you, every laugh and every hug. i was reading the christmas card you gave me last year and it made me cry. i dont really know what happened to us but i wish it didnt happen because you were the best guy friend i ever had. i'm happy though, because you seem to have the good friends that you wanted since you first moved here and i'm glad that you're no longer as lonely as you always seemed to be, but i'm hoping that you still remember everything we went through because i do.
ry ry - little sir, you are the coolest ever.i remember in 6th grade me and you were supposed to go out. you probably dont remember but i do. you're way chill and we've been through our fair share of shit and i take back every hurtful thing because you didnt deserve it and it was unfair and rude of me. we need to hang out soon cuz i miss you<3
amanda - i miss you. we're still friends but we're not as close. me and you have always had the greatest laughs ever. i remember at laken's party when we were throwing shit at sage while she was sleeping and you and i would just dig our head into the pillow and laugh hysterically. it's kind of weird comparing how close we used to be to how close we are now.. which is not close at all but more than anything it's depressin becuase you are one of the funnest girls ever and i really do miss you. a lot.
tarah -my pizza face<3 last year was the best year. you and i had the greatest laughs in language. chanting, messing with loring, pizza face, throwing stuff at melony, throwig pennies at corey and him getting in trouble, messin with mrs. walsh whenever she subed, watching that movie with that guy that was under water and then him coming up and taking the most exagerated gasp and me and you cracking up and then loring kicking us out of the class... things like this make me miss you more than i already do. i wish me and you could still be as close as we were because i had sooo much fun with you. i still remember every memory though, and that's enough to be able to put a smile on my face.
anthony - alright, so we've been through a hell of a lot of shit. from me throwing rulers at you in 6th grade, to having a crush on you, to flirting in pe last year to going out then breaking up and hating your guts. but we're okay now, i consider you one of my closest friends and we talk a lot. thanks for the memories and just everything. love you.
britt - i miss you... me and you were soooooo close not long ago and we shared a lot together. i miss hanging out with you sooooo much and i miss all the things we went through. i havent talked to you ina while and i havent even seen you in a while. i misss you.. =[
chrissy, haley, kristina, heather (e and h) kendall, melinda, carolyn, amanda saz, elizabeth -
i was close with every single one of you at one point or another and keep in mind that i still remember everything we went through. to a few of you that i hurt, i'm sorry. i really am. and i'm willing to apologize in person becuase i take back every hurtful i said to either one of you.