i was thinking SUPER hard last night.. maybe the hardest i have ever thought about something, and i answered a lot of questions about myself.. like why i started in the first place, and just thinking about the reason makes me wanna die, and i was crying like the hardest id ever cryed last night like i was thinking to myself about what an awesome ( Read more... )

yeah i know i just updated but im just in just a good mood.. i mean today was just one of the best days ive had in a while.. i mean playing cards and just hanging out with friends, nothin gets better lol.. even tho that nikolista like effing wins everything she touches lol.. lucky duckkkkk ( Read more... )

today was so effing fun.. okay so me and karlee hung out and then mc. and nikolista or whatever came.. and nikolista is like the nicest person ever, and is not my favorite person from larsen and mc group of friends :D.. uhmm mc was all like.. yeah ashley is telling every1 i cut to fit in.. i dont think she could have said it louder.. so maybe it is ( Read more... )

alex bay = fucking hott

tomorrow could possibly be one of the worst days ive had lately

blah, hopefully things will be good at school though.. and that will just help me ignore what might happen later on in the day

why am i like this?
seriously

yeah so i felt like writing so im writing a note to ashley JUST IN CASE she decides to go to the tourny one of the days ( Read more... )

MmMmmm.. im eating yogurt :)

my birthday is on friday :)

tuesday/wed./saturday/sunday ill be at SRB :)

and the bipolarness kicks in ONCE AGAIN

well. i guess lehann is coming over afterschool tomorrow *sigh ( Read more... )

i went to the doctors today.. and i lost 10lbs since the beginning of the year :O! ehehhe ( Read more... )