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which is worse?

Killing your best friend?
Having your best friend kill you?
Watching someone kill your best friend?

Life is a song. Love is the lyrics.

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But now we speak with ruined tongues
And the words we say aren’t meant for anyone.
It’s just a mumbled sentence to
A passing acquaintance,
But there was once you.
You said you hate my suffering, and you understood,
And you’d take care of me.
You would always be there.
Well, where are you now?

&you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
&you don't wanna look much closer
cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
BECAUSE OF ME

true friends stab you in the front
keep you from getting what you want

just weighs on me so heavily.
and i try but i'm not convincing.

she pulls her hair back
as she screams --
"i don't really want to live this life."

holding onto the memory
of what didn't last
waiting for better words
they'll never come
so dry your eyes
it's better when it's done