So, today was supposed to be the really productive study my ass off day in order to pass a class. However, I had to go fuck it up as usual. How did I manage to fuck up my Sunday rather early? Well I decided to be a responsible adult and return my parents phone call from yesterday. BIG mistake, I knew that there was a reason why I hadn't call ( Read more... )

A big hug and thanks to everyone who read and responded to my last post. Sorry, I was in a wicked bad mood. It's all better now - or at least on its way to getting better. Today, I am hoping to be my last day on my lovely crutches and I will be able to re-join the herds of walking people and be able to run again...*crosses her fingers* Anyway, ( Read more... )

I hate when I do this all over again. Why can't I just fucking forget about it ever turning out right?!?! It's just not worth it and yet, it is in sooo many ways. Why? Is it something I said? did? didn't do? Will something or someone just freaking tell me so I don't have to sit here banging my head on the wall. Ifreaking hate myself....I just ( Read more... )

So, this whole getting up early bit is kinda working but right now all I want to do is sleep for like the day, I think. Currently, the weather out here in Ithaca is muggy, sticky and hot. What a day to wear my uniform. So, classes are fun but exhausting. And for some reason, I haven't completely woken up yet so I'm going to cut this short - I'll ( Read more... )

So yeah...I'm chilling at my friend Dev's house as a last summer get-together. We're watching Pride and prejudice while being complete computer geeks (I'm on her laptop while she's on the deaktop...) It's been awhile so lets see... got my wisdom teeth removed (valium was an interesting experience...), worked a ton of hours at my job and am now all ( Read more... )

Well, it's a beautiful day outside up here in maine. I'm just so frustrated at the moment that I can't really seem to understand anything right now. It's probably all my fault - either misreading someone's reactions or jumping to conclusions but can you blame me?! I ask and get nothing in return...*growls* In addition to all that stuff, my ( Read more... )

Hey to all those who actually read this. Back in good ole Wayne, Maine. It's really interesting to be all done with school for a couple months - then back to Cornell as a sophmore! Maine rocks as usual....but the weather is very rainy but that's good in some aspects. The family's all in one piece and wicked busy with the business. My littlest ( Read more... )

Today is my last day of classes. Holy crow! I can't believe that my freshman year is almost over at Cornell. Time goes by so fast... Why is it that I never know what to write in this thing? I mean - what to do I have to write down about my day? So far, I've woke up, eaten breakfast and 3 items of junk food - BAD Rachel! -- handed in homework ( Read more... )

So, yeah, I'm back. Tons of stuff have happened up here in good ole Ithaca but not much will be typed. One because I'm typing on a friends laptop which is a bit tough and two because I'm supposed to be doing all my calculus homework right now. oh...time for calc bye!

I have no intention of ever updating this thing consistently. (Just a warning) So...less than a month left of school then rotc training. Holy crap, did this year go by wicked fast. Lately, it's just been school, work, run time with the Gunny, Marine time with the Gunny...work and sleep. Lots of cool stuff has been going on - went to a Wellness ( Read more... )