bloody hell batman

[n3llyg1rl83]

Seriously... No Im being serious... seriously the tears can stop any day now. I miss him something awful and it tearing me apart. I cry myself to sleep every night and wake up puffy eyed every morning. I just want to see his face his smile, hear his laugh. *banging head on desk* I havent talked to him in 2 days and I feel like Im going insane. This

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[angelicrbowgirl]

nothing is wrong with you my dear. its completely normal/natural. dont be so hard on urself. u dont deserve it at all. *hugs* i love you!

[n3llyg1rl83]

thanks sweetie... I know its crazy how one phone call fixes it all :) His absence hurts the most but theres nothign we can do about that right now... just cherish the moments we do have. Hr makes life a lil easier and a lil harder other days... lol But I guess thats all men huh... *muah* I love you too sweetness

[deadbabygirl]

*Hold you close and wipes your tears away* Don't cry my angel. I love you Nelly... I hate seeing you hurt and its not like you. You have to figure out if you can handle this because YOU can't let it tear you apart so much. If its this hard then you need to change something baby girl. If he can't understand or put the effort into this that you need then I really don't know what to say. I am very lucky to have the support I have from Allan because if he was like that to me I would be like FUCK YOU because its just not worth it. Remember this is your life and you have to try to cherish every day that you do have and you can't waste them being so sad because of him. I know its retarded to hear this shit from someone whos me but I do know what I need to do also ya know.. Its just accepting it and doing it.
I love you and your an amazing person and I know your going to be okay.
*kisses your forehead*