I have tattoos.
I love the weather.
The fair is in orlando and the STS fair will start soon!
I love fall!

I still remember when you took me to the fair so we could cross another something off of my list of things to do before I die. I wanted to get kissed at the top of a ferris wheel. You took me, you kissed me, it was perfect. Then we rode the zipper ( Read more... )

i am not myself these days.

no sleep.
no worries.
learning to trust.
crying daily.
making it through the motions.
letting myself walk around in the blue.
everything is dark, except the light that creeps through my window.
I love the street lights, but lord, I just want to see the stars.
& I'll walk these streets until the end of time, it thats what it ( Read more... )

you know me better than that.
better than this.
actions speak louder than words.

we can't take it back.

will we remember?
will it hurt to remember?
will the questions find their answers?
will we ever be able to comprehend the things that happen in our minds?
infinite. forever. always. never. definite. unsure. unaware. uneasy. unsteady. stable.
waiting to feel stable again.

You can never take it back.
Neither can I.
I don't regret the chance we took that ( Read more... )

I suppose I am making my own time line for this. Everytime I do something I shouldn't it puts me five steps back.
My chest physically aches today. fml.
I need out of my brain. Out of this country. Out of my life.
I feel so stressed and my chest feels tight and my body hurts.
My brain feels like it is overflowing. I just want to digest everything, be ( Read more... )

09/09/09 means one month until my birthday.
goodbye teenage years. I hope my twenties will figure out how to be even better than 13-19. particularly 16---best year of my life.

postsecret event in gainsville next week! I'm skipping class! (is it skipping when you told your teachers you will be absent? haha. I am skipping with permission!)

This year for ( Read more... )

i miss you.
i'll just bite my tongue.

i made it through the day. three years has come and gone. two and a half months, came and went.
i'm alive.
i just have so many doubts about our capacity to love and be loved.

i want a combination of a boy so drunk he doesn't talk & someone who can show me the kind of affection you only see in the movies. I want it ( Read more... )

I don't know if I can stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should

every song is screaming at me.

....I didn't get a tip tonight at work. :( even though I used my ASL skillz. lol...............
work work work, in the morning, again. pulling a double tomorrow! 
money money money, i hate you.

woke up to eric playing Brawl downstairs. Joined him ( Read more... )

took a 4hour nap today after work.
now going back to sleep so I can wake up and... work.

I just want to spoon for hours. Sounds simple enough.
No one to spoon with. :(
I need more physical human contact.
No sexual conotations intended.

Step Brothers is one of my favorite movies, and I am grateful for it because tonight it made me laugh.
Gave a lady ( Read more... )