guess that i'm not as depressed as i thought i was, well i was but now i am not as depressed, i think it is what happened to me that changed how i am now, i was doing something in my room when i noticed a song i was playing on my computer, it said some stuff, that really changed my thoughts on depression, and other things, so yeah i need to feel ( Read more... )

not again, i cant believe it, my best friend who i have been secretly in love with has had sex with somebody and she did not tell me, i asked her tonight like barely ten minutes ago, if she was still a virgin, out of curiosity. she said no, i said she should wait 4 mr right, she says thas bullshit, i am now both pissed off and sad at the same time ( Read more... )

Im done with my leave and im hawaii, my ultimate duty station for my job, its supposed to be the best place to go if youre single. speaking of single my cousin Krista, apparently broke up with her boyfriend aaron. I guess she never even loved him, it was just a highschool thing i guess. but i dont really know. so yeah the flight was totaly gay, i ( Read more... )

done w/trainig an on leave i love vancouver.next stop pearl harbor.

i did it i am now finished with 2/3 of my training, i am glad now that i can finally go to sub school. i hope it will be as exciting as this place. yeah right this place sucked i hate it here, the only good thing is the food, and even that, well i guess they try at the galley. I didn't do as well as i should have on my final test for YN school, i ( Read more... )

So i finally graduated boot camp. and its great, but the only thing i dont like about it is all the people that i got to know are all gone now, and that really sucks. Only a couple people that i know got to come to my a school, and not all of them are within my standards to be my friends. no i'm just kidding, they're all right. a little eccentric, ( Read more... )

so guess where i am right now i am on liberty at rtc, and i just graduated on riday. today is my last day of liberty and i giot nothing to do. i have compartment watch, 12-16, 4 hour watch than sucks. but bootcamp has been a great experience for me. I have met many sailors from all over the world. i dont really have much to say. i am going to my ( Read more... )

so nothings been happeniong right now i am so bored, all o can do is just wait til i go to the navy i ship out for basic training on april 20th, and im just so bored, got nothing to do, the best thing i can think of is go over to garys at least i can have fun over there. Mostly thats all i have been doing anyway, got to -gether with desirae, guess ( Read more... )

so i couldn't qualify for aircrew, so i'm leaving for basic trainig in april instead of february. So thats good and bad; (Good: time to work out more, spend a little more time with friends and family, Bad: more Dep meetings, april 20th is desirae' birthday, and well i guess thats it..., i think??

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