Yeah. So this is what I have been thinking about today. I'm just gonna ramble on...so if you don't give then I promise I won't be offended
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You are way too right and that pisses me off... first about psats- standardized tests dont tell you anything. 2nd- about caring about school. I think i've started to care so much taht i dont care anymore. does that make sense? I am jsut like i have way too much work. I need to get a good grade, there's too much for me possibly to, so what's the point? but i dont stopand get burnt out- hence for the first time EVER i took a day off jsut to rest. felt like shit about it, but you're so right- sta is jsut look so mush stress right now! and personality changing... hell yeah
i am sorryshortcake143December 16 2004, 01:11:36 UTC
:-( i am sorry... it sucks that you get so competitive... i am not because i know people are always going to do better than me... id rather be competitive to tell you the truth... i would like to think that i COULD do good but i am just... i just dont expect anything good from myself cuz I SUCK and i totally agree with you-Oh and btw...STA kids, watch how everyone's attitudes have changed during this time because of the shitty mid-term stuff....The stress is so high its like personality-altering. Not healthy, if you ask me. that is soo true... i am a serious BITCH now and i HATE it... i am ALWAYS tired and i cant be nice when i am tired... it really isnt healthy... 10 minutes of sleep doesnt qualify you for a "healthy kid" award... I'd rather not sleep at all... i got soo mad at myself when i fell asleep 10 mins before my alram went off... i was like, GRR!!! ok well yeah im gonna go finish up my chorus thing.... READ MY LJ from the 14th... the first entry... ttyl bye!! danni
Ok, I gotta comment on this!
anonymous
December 16 2004, 02:49:54 UTC
Hey Nick! I'm so glad I'm not the only person who thinks that they've become a psycho out there!! I so know where you guys are coming from! I wish we'd never even got our GPA's because somehow everyone found out what everyone else's was and it has put me under so much pressure. I care a lot about how people see me. I feel that if I'm not perfect 100% of the time, people will be mad at me or not think I'm a good person... which drives me nuts! (I can't stand to have people dislike me. It makes me feel like I've done something awful or that I'm horrible... sry, got side tracked a bit there) But the sad thing is that through trying to be my best all the time, not only am I hurting myself physically, but people now try their hardest to find fault with me. (ex. I accidentally chewed gum in class one day and the kids made it out to be like the end of the world was about to come) I understood that they were joking and all, I even joined in a little, but imagine if I failed a test (for real!! lol) what would they do?? I can't stand
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listen to gifts and curses by yellowcard
get happy
doobster
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good luck though
-moi
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ttyl bye!!
danni
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