Starting over?!

[na_na8705]

WOW! Its been like 2 months since I have updated! I have been so busy but of course not with exciting stuff. I have been working my ass off because Brittany and Erica decided not to finish their schedule at work and just quit so I have to cover thier shifts so Im working 9 days in a row.. sucks big time so thats my update on work. School has been

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[pooka1605]

O.K..I don't know whats going on..I don't know why your mad at me..And I didnt know we werent talking as much..or arent friends..til u told brittany something..and then she told me..

If your mad at me..for whatever i did..because i dont know what i did..then u could at least tell me..

And I dont know if your ignoring my phone calls or what..

[na_na8705]

Because, u keep things from me and we dont act the same towards each other Im not mad were still talking but Im not going to make the effort to call and hang out with u wont, its ur time to call and see if i wanna hang out, and just one more thing if u didnt remember we dont have caller ID like always so theres no way I know ur calling so no i wasnt ingoring ur CALL not CALLS

[pooka1605]

O.K. I know that..But I have been calling you..I called u last night..but you were out..And I told your mom to tell you that i called.

[na_na8705]

Well she didnt tell me u called, see u dont even care that u keep things from me and dont act the same towards me Erica all u ever say when we have problems are Im sorry, yea, ok, I know that, start saying something else for once its getting old, u have no emotions when it comes to us, ur selfish when it comes to knowing ur wrong,u do nothing but say the same thing over and over why dont u try saying how u feel and why u do what u do, maybe that will help instead of always going to other people and telling them how u feel stop running to Nataly and Brittany, grow up ur 18 learn how to talk to me and tell me how u feel not others, u know friends do that they talk to each other...its up to u from here on if u wanna be Best friends if u dont stop hiding things from me LIEING acting jealous getting attitudes and running to people to tell them Our problems BRITTANY (not so nataly thats alright) then i think we need to just chill, I HATE FIGHTING best friends dont do that.. so next time when I talk to u, u better have a good reason and

[pooka1605]

Ok just so u know..I have been calling you. But your either out or at work. I cant help that when i call you, your out or at work. I dont know your work schedule. And i do understand that we can hang out with other ppl and still be best friends. I dont have a problem with you hanging out with other ppl. It doesnt bother me.

And i cant help that i dont show any emotion. Thats how ive always been. And i hate fighting to. Its not always me getting attitudes either.

And the only reason that ive talked to Nataly or Brittany is because they are the only ones that knew that you were mad at me. You didnt talk to me and tell me. they are the ones that brought it up to me. And i was asking them.

Besides your always busy...when can you fit me in your busy scheudle..you always have something going on.

[pooka1605]

But this is stupid us just writing on this live journal thing. Ill call you later. IF i can get a hold of you.