Your eyes
Title: Your eyes
Pairing: Kyumin
Rating: PG
Genre: angst
Summary: Kyuhyun's eyes always betray him,this time isn't an exception
Something has been bothering me for a while now.It's your eyes. Sometimes you just seem to space out and stare blankly at a random object. I know something's wrong. You always space out when there's something bothering you. The only difference is that you won't tell me what it is... You used to always tell me all your worries. Now,when I ask you what's wrong,it's not your answer that bothers me the most - it's your eyes. When you smile and say "It's nothing,don't worry about it" those chocolate brown orbs betray you. They show such pain and sadness, they make me worry about you even more.
And even now you're far away from reality. This time the random object happens to be our photo standing on the coffee table.I smile fondly as I remember the day we took it.It was pouring outside as we were running from a guy that I accidentally pushed into a puddle of water,we were running as fast as we could towards home and by the time we stepped in we were soaked.We took the picture on this very same couch,all wet and cold but happy,our smiles transmit the warmth and love we felt.
I look back at you. And again your eyes show nothing- no pain,no sadness,no happiness,no love. They're hollow,they show nothing at all.Even though we're sitting on the same couch, mere 40 centimeters separating us,it feels as if you're so far,so distant.I can't take this any longer,I need t know.
"Kyuhyun?" suddenly you snap out of your thoughts and blink a few times before coming back to your senses.
"Oh,sorry,I spaced out a bit" once again you give me that fake smile.The regret in your eyes betray you.
"What's wrong?Why won't you talk to me?" I won't let you get away this time...not again.
"What are you talking about?I'm fin-"
"Don't lie"
With these words silence falls upon us.You're so transparent.Your eyes are like little mirrors to you soul.For a few moments they show helplessness before you shift your gaze to the floor with pain and regret in your dark orbs.A heavy sigh escapes your lips and it makes me even more nervous.Why won't you tell me? It hurts me to see you like this.I love you and I can't stand it.Don't you understand? Don't you-
"Kyuhyun,do you love me?"
Our eyes meet once again for a split second before you pull me into a tight embrace.It takes me a few seconds to relax in your arms.You hug me even tighter before speaking.But I already know the answer.That split second was enough for me to understand your feelings.Those chocolate colored orbs betrayed you yet again.I feel a bit silly for not getting it earlier.There are so many emotions running through me right now - happiness,sadness,pain.But most of all I feel relief.At last I know what's been bothering you.It will take some time,but I know that we both will find our happiness.
"I'm sorry"
Pairing: Kyumin
Rating: PG
Genre: angst
Summary: Kyuhyun's eyes always betray him,this time isn't an exception
Something has been bothering me for a while now.It's your eyes. Sometimes you just seem to space out and stare blankly at a random object. I know something's wrong. You always space out when there's something bothering you. The only difference is that you won't tell me what it is... You used to always tell me all your worries. Now,when I ask you what's wrong,it's not your answer that bothers me the most - it's your eyes. When you smile and say "It's nothing,don't worry about it" those chocolate brown orbs betray you. They show such pain and sadness, they make me worry about you even more.
And even now you're far away from reality. This time the random object happens to be our photo standing on the coffee table.I smile fondly as I remember the day we took it.It was pouring outside as we were running from a guy that I accidentally pushed into a puddle of water,we were running as fast as we could towards home and by the time we stepped in we were soaked.We took the picture on this very same couch,all wet and cold but happy,our smiles transmit the warmth and love we felt.
I look back at you. And again your eyes show nothing- no pain,no sadness,no happiness,no love. They're hollow,they show nothing at all.Even though we're sitting on the same couch, mere 40 centimeters separating us,it feels as if you're so far,so distant.I can't take this any longer,I need t know.
"Kyuhyun?" suddenly you snap out of your thoughts and blink a few times before coming back to your senses.
"Oh,sorry,I spaced out a bit" once again you give me that fake smile.The regret in your eyes betray you.
"What's wrong?Why won't you talk to me?" I won't let you get away this time...not again.
"What are you talking about?I'm fin-"
"Don't lie"
With these words silence falls upon us.You're so transparent.Your eyes are like little mirrors to you soul.For a few moments they show helplessness before you shift your gaze to the floor with pain and regret in your dark orbs.A heavy sigh escapes your lips and it makes me even more nervous.Why won't you tell me? It hurts me to see you like this.I love you and I can't stand it.Don't you understand? Don't you-
"Kyuhyun,do you love me?"
Our eyes meet once again for a split second before you pull me into a tight embrace.It takes me a few seconds to relax in your arms.You hug me even tighter before speaking.But I already know the answer.That split second was enough for me to understand your feelings.Those chocolate colored orbs betrayed you yet again.I feel a bit silly for not getting it earlier.There are so many emotions running through me right now - happiness,sadness,pain.But most of all I feel relief.At last I know what's been bothering you.It will take some time,but I know that we both will find our happiness.
"I'm sorry"