i am happy... and happyful (Neil lj)... hehe... me stole that word from Neil... it now means something else... haha... so yea... uhhh... happy happy joy joy... happy happy joy joy... haha... i'm outta here... i need food...Adios!

haha... sooooo... supposedly i cheated on Paola sometime in september with some chick... yea... i personally hate Estella... cuz this is the 2nd time the bitch has tried to start shit between Paola and I... damn handicaped bitch... i'd tell her to look at me in the eye and tell me the chick that i did this with.. but she'd be looking at me with one ( Read more... )

damn it... tease... man... tease... fuck....

I'M DONE!!! I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY RESEARCH PAPER!!! YAY!!!!!!!

well i just got off the phone with Kisha... and yea... that call made me happyful... i miss her already... the loudness she made all the time... i miss it... lost a good friend... but we'll keep in touch... can't lose touch with a friend you've known that long... 4th grade... long ass time ya know... well i gotta finish my paper... Adios! miss ya ( Read more... )

research papers... fucking english...

All my hopes and all of my dreams ( Read more... )

wtf? why the hell does she throw me this fucking attitude when i don't go somewhere with her? yet when i say let's do something... it's okay for her to say no... wtf? i hate it when she does this... fuck...

this is me not giving a fuck anymore... fuck you...

i'm confused, so very confused. i don't know. seriously i don't. that may sound stupid and all, but i'm lost. i think too much. i want to scream my lungs out. let it all out. scream I LOVE YOU right in her face. let her know how i honestly feel. this smile i put on today was all show. a mask to cover my weakness. to cover the hurt. to cover the ( Read more... )