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Jan 21, 2006 02:05

This entry is going to be long so bare with me. Brandon left january 10th so a little over a week ago and I'm still a mess. I try and hide it but inside I'm dying. I'm not sure when or if the hurt will go away. I do know that sometime in may he is flying me out to korea to visit him. It's like a small light at the end of the tunnel. I also know ( Read more... )

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absenceof_heart January 21 2006, 05:14:02 UTC

<3

call me if you need to talk or anything. i work like crazy but i can always take emoXcore time <3

nachostars January 22 2006, 23:35:43 UTC

<3 I need some metalXcore time. I need to relieve some stress.

bluecarolina January 21 2006, 10:47:07 UTC

"you have only been gone ten days and already i'm wasting away..."
haha.

i'm sorry, distance sucks. i wasn't even going out with my boy (probably shouldn't call him that) when he left for his junior year abroad and just the thought of not seeing him for the next four months makes me positively sick.

i'm glad that you're so happy with him, though. and how far are you along in school? i would try to stick it out if i were you, but that might just be me. maybe see if you can transfer somewhere else you like better? i don't know.

nachostars January 22 2006, 23:41:05 UTC

I am going to stick it out I'm to far along to stop, but sometimes it just feels like I'll never finish. I only have a year left after this semester. I took an entire year off so it put me behind.

As for the boy leaving it makes me sick as well but i'm getting more and more used to the idea of him NOT showing up at my door or at work. It doesn't make the pain go away but it's not something that I can't handle.