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My father has to go away on business, leaving me here with my mother. I can not exaggerate enough what a bitch my mother is. Every time he goes away she drinks three times the amount she usually does, yells at me six times more than usual, and comes in my room with cruel intentions. She likes to look through my things and anything she doesn't like ( Read more... )

It amazes me how people think that money really makes them wealthy. Big deal! You can buy anything, but they will never learn that material value means nothing in the end.

People that brag about having money make me sick.

It seems I've let things get weird. All I've ever wanted out of a relationship is the easiest yet most difficult thing.. I want cuddeling, closeness, talking, love, interest, ..romance ( Read more... )

I think im confused, but Im not sure.

Isn't That Ironic?

It's amazing how much better I feel.. Today my head was one big sappy 'Woe Is Me' hell! Somehow.. everything has changed and Im back to watching The Wedding Singer before I go to sleep. I really do have a form of confidence, and usually shit like this makes me laugh but this mood just fucking tore me apart and I hated everything and everyone. For ( Read more... )

This Is Exactly My Point! Men Are Fucking Pigs, and It Makes Me So Mad!

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I've realised most feelings are virtually useless ( Read more... )

I went with Bradley today to see Lord Of The Rings.. and so help me god I will never watch that movie again unless I am on a plane to Indonesia and killing myself is out of the question.

I hate Lord Of The Rings, End Of Story.

Today was interesting.. It was the first day I didn't take my meds in 4 days and I feel like me, and even though it was sucha short period of time.. I missed myself ( Read more... )