it's disgusting

i want to stop picking at my skin

i do it when i'm stressed, unhappy or nervous (etc). It makes me ugly and sore. i can't stop doing it

and it's just plain disgusting

Nothing makes sense right now. I'm not even sure what should be making sense and I don't know what doesn't except that nothing does. On my white board it says it doesn't have to make sense, it just has to feel right. I suppose i wrote it there because at the time it sounded profound. Well right now nothing makes sense and nothing feels right. So ( Read more... )

its 20 to 4 in the morning and i am just waiting for my head to stop spinning

im really glad i get fridays off

AK! AHK! mmmmm ak ( Read more... )

i don't know why it affected me so much but at the moment im teary after reading a christian website. i got a link to this website on a dresden dolls myspace bulletin. they were having a laugh because they had been deemed a "safe band" for parents to let their kids listen to without them becoming gay. i thought it was pretty funny sort of at first ( Read more... )

Don’t tell me who to love ( Read more... )

i feel...i just can't decide what i feel ( Read more... )

ok so im kind of confused at the moment but i have taken a step back and decided to see how it pans out. i think sometimes people try to figure me out...i have fun watching them try. i don't need definitions and labels and little boxes with permanent markered contents on the outside to be who i am. as popeye may or may not have said "i yam what i ( Read more... )

ooohhh just realised the date ( Read more... )

i feel separate