Sleep Test Results ( Read more... )

ok..i had the worst insomnia for about 4 years, maybe longer than that, i dont remember. and one day last year it just went away.yea well all of the sudden its back. and yea i havent slept(at night at least) in a week. today i dont know if it counts, an hour of sleeping on the comfy bed this afternoon with ronnie ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFF-O!!!!

hehe..nice icon by the way.

ronnie and i just slept for about 3 hours. twas nice. i love him o so much.

spent the evening with ronie. boy-george i love him.

( pictures you know you want them )

ahh. just got back from matts. woo. i shouldve stayed but i couldnt. got there at 8:30 i guess, and we watched "family guy" for about 2 hours and watched some of the guys play pool. 11-12 i guess me ron and joe just sat around and watched joe play true crimes ( Read more... )

i might just go kill myself. just to get back at her. i'm so mad right now i might cry because if i dont go upstairs and kill her now its all i can do. i would. i would run up there with a knife in my hand if i didnt think michael would sit on me. she pisses me off. i'm going to murder her so bad. i htink tommorrow i'm going to carve "die, bitch" ( Read more... )

i am a very emotional person.

i like getting attention.

i'm upset very easily.

i hate everyone.

i'm pissed off at one particular person more than i should be, but i am and i can't help it.

die.

yes, i love you.

p.s. just some randdom facts about me.

fin.

mmm...woke up today to hear my sweet ronnies voice. 9.20 ( Read more... )

i have an indescribable happiness.

pure happiness = my precious ronnie.

i love you.

i'm so awestruck(sp).

tonight. i will stay awakje all night and write about the ronnie in my little book. all the little things that i love about him. maybe a nice long thing about how i feel. because right now i feel so consumed by love that i just might die.

i'm so amazingly calm right now it's insane. i might cal the ronnie just to hear his ( Read more... )