All I want is someone that loves me as much as I love them. I feel like I am constantly wearing my heart on my sleeve and then people just come up and rip it off. Maybe it would be easier if I never truly had any emotions. I would almost be happier not loving anyone if it meant that I didn't have to ever feel sad. Why do all the good people die

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manal invited me to this social where lots of girls (mostly from the mosque) got henna done and danced. I got my hand done and it makes me feel so pretty and it was so fun!


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I am worth $2,141,084.00 on HumanForSale.com

....and it reminded me of the snail from the never ending story. i wished that either i was small enough to ride it or that it was big enough for everyone else to ride it. then i started REALLY thinking. i mean. i'm pretty sure snails don't want to be ridden. and that was the end of my thought train. please be careful in the rain not to step on ( Read more... )

I was so busy today that I forgot to post! Happy Lunar New Year to those of you who celebrate. A common misconception is that only Chinese celebrate this holiday when in fact Vietnamese and Koreans celebrate it as well. Other cultures also use the lunar calendar but do not celebrate the new year. Anyway- I'm going home this weekend to get some ( Read more... )

i shouldn't have quite my job at oxford. i got paid almost twice as much there as at ehs. and i worked twice as often. i just paid the water bill and now i'm broke. does that make sense? grrrr... maybe i should find a new job. or maybe i should make my parents pay for everything like so many other kids my age do.

it's been awhile since i've been posting and in that time i invented a time machine- went back in time- and took color pictures of me and some friends wearing silly outfits.


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i feel so empty

i feel so small

i wish the wind would blow me away

so i'd be nothing at all.

is it okay for me to cry when i'm wrong?

can a person that cries ever be strong?

i feel so empty

i feel so small

i wish the wind would blow me away

so i'd be nothing at all.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. nadine
2. beatiful princess
3. nads <---not my choice

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
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