New Decade, New Me
2009, a general shitty year for me. Stayed in a pointless relationship, my stress level jumped up, my (then) bf jumps into the porn industry, and the backlash from his actions now get back to me. My reputation is stained because of the lengthy acquaintanceship i had with him. All of tampa notices me as "Brett's Ex" when prior to him, i wasn't even known. So now his bad rep, is shoveled off onto me, who by assossiation has a bad rep.
2010, i have to recreate myself, shed off the reputation I've unwantingly have had thrust at me, to become mine.
Brett has to leave, and forever be gone from my life, i realize this now. It's only around him when the feelings of love are being brought back to the surface, do i want him, and wanting him is a horrible thing to do.
With him gone, i can finally concentrate on getting my life together, and get things straightened out
This year, i'm gonna finish losing the weight i have too and get back in shape yet again, and hopefully keep it off. haha