Maybe, I'm bitch...
Maybe, I'm bitch...
In these days, I'm going to be crazy.
Of course, I've been crazy for boro until now, but this is not about such pleasant topic.
oh God...
I'm sorry but, I'm really wanting HIM to be deleted now...
Or, I want to run away from my apartment...
Yes, he is my neighbor who is living at upper room of our apartment room.
In fact, I have plan to move to my home town, but it seems so hard. If I live alone, it is too easy. But I have a family, and my husband has his job at this city. I've endured him for a long long long and long time. But now, I think I can't stand it any more.
In these a few weeks, I couldn't answer to any visitor or phone call to my house. And I had to dry the washing in my small garden every a few days, but I couldn't go to there without full volume music (of course, it was with head phone.). Because I feared terribly that he is coming or calling to my apartment.
Maybe I'm nervous abnormally. I've known it, but I've been not able to change my thought.
In these a few weeks, I never listen to the music without headphone. I tried to don't make any small sound and noise as far as possible when I stayed at my apartment alone. But still he keeps kicking my ceiling...
I whistled at this morning (11:00 a.m.), but was that so loud???
Was he able to hear my "Johann Pachelbel's canon"???
If this is other case of very usual occasion, I may just think it is because of my terrible tone ;p But, of course, this is never like such easy case.
I'm really going to be crazy.....
I really really want him to be gone....
I really really really hope it from bottom of my heart...
Help me, boro!!
