I have a lot to say right now. I just don't wanna do it in here. I wanna talk to you. I wanna talk to my friend. I just wanna know what happened. I can't do this again ( Read more... )

so i still can't eat much of anything cuz of the whole wisdom teeth thing. it kinda sux. i got back to work today for the first time since i got the teeth out. it was alright. I wish my mouth wasn't still so uncomfortable though ( Read more... )

So i just got me wisdom teeth out yesterday. I guess it wasn't that bad. But of course, when i'm leavin the hospital with gause in my mouth and with my dad pushin me in a wheel chair, i have to see someone i know, lol. Everyone said I would sleep all day the day i got them out, but i really didn't at all. We did have trouble gettin the one spot to ( Read more... )

I'm done, its not worth it anymore. I'm not doing this all over again. I just need to cut my losses and walk away this time. Yeah, i'm sure it's gonna hurt, but it'll probably be for the best in the end. You can't make someone care. I know I have a lot of faults, but I am a good friend. And I'm sick of being treated like shyt. I was always there ( Read more... )

I don't know why i'm here right now.. I have no idea what to write. I just know that i need to right something. I'm feeling so many different things right now. Maybe I just need to leave, and go off to college. Maybe I need to get far away from this place. I don't know what i've turned into, but I've found myself doing stuff that i know will hurt ( Read more... )

So i haven't written in here for a while. I have so much to say, but I don't know where to start, or how to say it. So work was awful today, i just flipped out on everyone, but i had good reason for some of it. Why can't people just mind their own business, who cares what i do or don't do. I'm sick of it.. I thought it would end after high school, ( Read more... )

Why do I always do things that hurt myself. I'm just a fuck up.. I should have known I wasn't strong enough. I really believed that I could do it. I was doin so good, then I just got sucked back in again and made the same mistake I've made before. And then I feel absolutely awful after the fact. I'm just dumb. I seriously think I have a problem ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I've written in here. A lot has happened. I really don't feel like going through it all. So I'm finally in the sorority though. I'm so excited, it's great. I haven't stopped partying since I got in. I don't think I'm doin anything tonight though cuz I have formal tomorrow. It should be a good time. It always is with me ( Read more... )

Happy birthday mommy!! I guess it was technically yesterday since it's after midnight, but whatev.. It's the first year that I didn't see her on her birthday:(

Dear self,
4 down, 5 to go.. you can do it!

So things are goin alright right now. It's week 3 of pledging. Not bad so far, but i'm sure it'll get worse. Only 5 weeks to go though, lol. I can do it. We all can do it. All we need is eachother to hold us up. I'm in study hours right now. I don't really have anything to do because we weren't spose to have study hours tonight. We were spose to ( Read more... )