Comments | nahkasiipi: Life goes upside-down

nahkasiipi

Life goes upside-down

Sep 03, 2007 22:59

This might not be the most elegant way to do this, but I'm upset enough to feel it as a tightening in my throat and I need to get things out of my head or I'll never fall asleep. Funny how I don't really feel anything otherwise except for a simmering somewhere deep inside ( Read more... )

angsti, työ

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arvoitus September 3 2007, 20:18:13 UTC

I'm sure things will work out somehow. Don't know how or when but I think they just will do that. *Hugs.*
I'm glad that nothing irreversible happened, so just let the things cool off a bit. I'll be here if you need to talk or anything. ^^

nahkasiipi September 4 2007, 10:16:41 UTC

Thank you. *hug* You're lovely. I think this must be fate or something... There has to be a reason why I have to stay behind. Right? Let's hope so.

aphephobia September 4 2007, 01:10:16 UTC

Sending good thoughts and hugs your way, hon. Like you said, it's a shame they couldn't have told you about it earlier.

And I hope the workplace stuff sorts itself out, too...

Also- having worked in a GREAT job (the aquarium) but having employers I was scared of... I can understand how much who you're working with can make a difference. Seriously.

nahkasiipi September 4 2007, 10:23:36 UTC

Thank you so much, I appreciate it. And finally someone understands how much the co-workers can affect things! Or maybe, in our case, it's the stressful job and shared misery that brings everyone together. :P But it's not really that bad. Most of the time...

the_overcoat September 4 2007, 07:14:03 UTC

I feel so incredibly bad right now :( been writing this comment for the last two hours but i just don't know how to say things. If it is of any comfort i didn't know about jutta's decision any earlier than you did, so it was not us sitting here plotting or anything. you have all the right in the world to be thoroughly pissed, though.
somehow it feels like i still wouldn't quite want to give up on the whole thing, this came too quickly and i'm confused. i curse the distance that make conversation between three people almost impossible -_-

nahkasiipi September 4 2007, 10:35:45 UTC

Awh. I didn't think you had been plotting, but thanks anyway. Makes things a bit clearer. I wish things hadn't gone this way, but they did, and we're done with the moving thing for now. I can't take the indecisiveness when the change would be so big for me. :( Can't just... wait and see what you'll feel like. Needed to make a real decision.

Maybe you'll come to Helsinki next year and we can see about this again. Or maybe I'll be in my uncle's flat and not able to have roommates, but you'll have friends in the city anyway.

umbralin September 4 2007, 08:17:50 UTC

*hugs* It's really sucks that things aren't working out the way you had planned. It would have been so wonderful to have you here in Turku.

But the job thing sounds great! Even if you decide you don't want it, it's really cool that they called and offered it to you.

nahkasiipi September 4 2007, 11:01:11 UTC

It does. :( I'm so confused. Had been planning for the move for six months and now it doesn't happen. Haven't quite realized it yet... I'd already started thinking that I don't have to care about matters here at work so much since I'm leaving anyway, but now I'm not. Bah. I love the people, but still don't really care about the work itself. But if I stay here, I'll have a whole month of vacation next summer. :)

Yay, I think so too. Maybe someone else will also call me later when I feel more like taking a new job in this city. I think I'll pass on it for now.