like standing outside the window looking in

[naikuu]

being here in AZ feels so hollow, like i no longer belong here, like the world continued to turn in my absence because everyone else was still together, they still moved and ebbed and flowed in their relationships and i was gone, it's like come back after you've died and realizing everyone's moved on, only i didn't die

Comments

[phantom_fairy]

The transition back always feels weird when you've really connected with people somewhere else. I hate that feeling. Sorry it's been like that for you this summer. :/

I'm going to Florida in about a week, and when I get back, my sister's probably going to get a job, so I'll be free (and lonely) basically every day. And I can promise you that I won't give you gossip because I don't know any of it, lol. I wanna hear what you've been up to. It sounds like you've grown and changed a lot, and I'd really like to talk with you about it. I don't feel like I've changed much for the better... There's still a lot of things I'm struggling with and I'd love to maybe get some advice from you...

Anyways. Love you, and hope to see you sometime this summer! :)

[naikuu]

yeah, i would love to get together and hang out and catch up!!!

hey, my phone died (an interesting incident with formaldehyde, haha) and i lost all of my numbers... could i get your #? mine is still the same, 480.254.2547

are you doing summer school or anything?

[phantom_fairy]

(602)410-2534. I'm trying to get better at actually answering it... ^^;

No summer school, no nothing. :) Just a week or so in Florida in a week, a weekend in California at the end of June, and then a week and a half or so in Japan at the beginning of August. And that's pretty much my summer. ^^