Ok so I just called into work. I dont even know why I feel like shit. I miss what we used to have. I miss being alone with her. It seems as though there is always someone here. I like having company and I like going places. I miss the alone time though,I mis what we used to share on the phone, on the computer even.I dont know I am almost at a loss ( Read more... )

Can I just crawl into a hole and die?

ok so i worked today for 9 hours then came home and cleaned for 2 hours.....made dinner and did a set of acryic nails for a friend of mine. oretty uneventful day. I am planing to do a whole lot of othing tomorrow. it is my only day off till thursdayor something like that i cant think that far ahead my brain hurts. my whole body hurts and i am ( Read more... )

well this pully/tension thingy broke on Amanda's truck this afternoon. That is wonderful cause we had the money for that right?? I didnt wanna cook tonight so AAron treated us to mcdonalds. My whole paycheck that I dont get till tomorrow night is spent. Still dont have my nails done and that has been almost a month. Jesus is sick. I hate my job and ( Read more... )

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OK so I went to bed last night and i couldnt stop coughing. didnt keep amanda up though. I woke up this morning and could barely talk. I wanted to call in for work but I didnt, I worked for like 4 hours and I had the worst headache. I asked my manager if I could go home and she said it was fine. I hope this doesnt endanger my job or anything but i ( Read more... )

Ok so i spent 3 hrs at work doing a mans job. a customer was outside walking his dog and asked where the men were and why they werent doing it. i was thinking in my head that if i waited all my life for a man then i would be doing a shitload of nothing. but then that is how life goes. no sight of frank so that is a good thing. I get paid next week ( Read more... )

Well it seems as though my house is back to normal whatever that is. For the most part it has stayed clean and pretty calm. Now that everything happened with Frankie we are not going to have a baby anytime soon. He had voluntered to jizz in a cup for us but it is better that he doesnt cause he wanted to have something more to do with the baby than ( Read more... )

Ok it is a little after 8 in the morning and i want so bad to go back to bed but i cant. uggh. i cant wait till next week when i dont have to be at work till 11 in the morning. i can sit here and actually wakeup. but the thing that sucks is i dont get off till late if i start later. i need caffine and more sleep ( Read more... )