No, no, you missed my point. I like to joke around with people as much as the next guy, but I'm not out there actively causing trouble, stirring up drama, or wallpapering 5900 South in newspapers anymore. That's what I meant by "not being an antagonist".
I don't know where you picked up the "dwelling on youth" thing from, I think there was all of one or two sentences about my past in the entry, and I just said it seems like a different lifetime. It's certainly been on my mind at times, like a few LJ entries ago, but it's not relevant to me right now
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Change is a part of life. Part of us welcomes and accepts change, the other part doesn't and tries to sabotage that change through feelings of "wrongness", regrets, melancholy, nostalgia, etc. Its not that there's anything truly "wrong", but that you're truly living. It all becomes a matter of how you manage to reconcile those things... There could be something deeper there, but, honestly (IMO) its something we all do when we start to "grow up" Good Luck!
I know what you're saying, but I don't think the "wrongness" feeling I'm getting is in regards to anything changing. It's more of an issue that as soon as I consciously take notice of the fact I'm feeling fantastic, it immediately crashes.
I hope the strike doesn't really happen, for your sake. It's extremely stressful taking on a job you know you aren't good at.
Also, you can still run lolutah without feeling the need to be the mediator between us all and to keep everyone friends. Don't put that much pressure on yourself darlin. If shit goes down, it goes down. You don't need to feel responsible to fix it.
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Also, you can still run lolutah without feeling the need to be the mediator between us all and to keep everyone friends. Don't put that much pressure on yourself darlin. If shit goes down, it goes down. You don't need to feel responsible to fix it.
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