This is for my baby!!! A whole list of lyrics that somewhat describe my love, only not entirely! And Becky was right when she said that she can't see either of us with anyone else. Damn, I am so lucky! I mean this entirely when I say I dont want to be with anyone else. Without my baby, I doubt I could survive. Whenever becky brings him up I cant ( Read more... )

i just got back from minocqua like an hour ago. It was pretty fun. It got kinda boring after a while, tho cuz Sam wasn't there. :-\ but we went to jim's aunt Carol's house. and she lives on a lake so we swam across it to this island ( me sam carlie Katie and Richelle. ) and we went skinny dipping in like 50 ft deep water. It was soo funny!!! And we ( Read more... )

Ughhh. I hate when people who never take like 5 minutes to have real converstaion with you just like hate u for no reason. Like there are certain people that dont like other people for gay reasons, or they dont have any reasons at all. They must have serious issues in their head. It's a sucky feeling. Everyone always says 'dont let it bother you' ( Read more... )

I <333 my matthew.

and my becky

and my emily

and my other emily

and samantha marquez

and sam smith

and Richelle Ward

and some other people

but I don treally like that quintin kid, but im sorry to those who do.

BAM!!!

Sam, I need ur help.
I need to talk to you REALLY badly and u are the only one that can help me, I think? But I know u can... and if u cant nobody can........

heyyy guys.... People need to learn to have some empathy....

I hate my fucking parents.

I hate everything right now....

i hope everyone dies....

I donno what to do about anything anymore. i donno who the fuck i am anymore. I donno why the fuck i try. I dont know why I am still here. I keep wishing for something to save this pain, to take it all away, but i know wishing will never get me a place in heaven. Wishing on stars is like waiting for 70 degree weather in antarctica. Just like ( Read more... )

wow! I saw a The Island today. Pretty good. Like I really love being held by Brad. Feels great. Screw ex boyfriends. They all suck their mom's. I donno what I was thinking in the last one... or the other one's... They are all pretty emo. I donno why i write in this thing... pointless... indeed...

kisses are a million times better when they are with ( Read more... )

wow. I am so bored and wanna do something, but w/e.

Do u know what it's like to hear that ur ex was back in town?  Weird. I havent seen him in like a year! And it's so crazy. Cuz he was like my first boyfriend and we went out so many times. I guess I wanted to see him whether or not he cares about seeing me. Is this wrong? I guess it would be nice ( Read more... )

I am so freakin bored...

&hearts

xoxox

&hearts Rissa