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*ill call ya baby!*
ALRIGHTY i went to skys house today to see his mom and shaw i played some pool with shaw and rose made me some food...phh seeing skys face wow! i miss it! and him bla this sucks i think im getting over him slowly and today i had the perfect chance to tell him how i feel BUT i couldnt! man im afraid of getting hurt again i just want to run into his ( Read more... ) -
missing you
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
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PPPPPPPPPPPHHHHHHHA
okay im a puss! lol i talked to sky my hangs were shaking my heart was beating faster i was so nervous i didnt know what to say gawd i mean i was really shaking dude! im a chiken i didnt tell him how i feel i dont think im gonna because im a puss alot of ppl tell me i should but i think i shouldnt i want to i mean i got so happy when he called me ( Read more... ) -
gay
okay i figure im trying to hard to find someone. i think im just looking to be with someone to take my mind off of sky and thats not good ya know! why like someone just because of that. i think i liked brett because he did lil things that sky did.. and yea i dunno im just gonna wait actually im not even gonna look for someone when it happens it ( Read more... ) -
Whiskey Lullaby
okay im listening to Limewire and this song randonmly (sp) came on and it reminded me of sky because one of the times we broke up it was the hardest for btoh of us because we didnt want it actually i dont remember why we did but it hurt and this song came on and it reminded him of me and me of him so yea..one time he called me and left it on my ( Read more... ) -
rain rain go away
okay so its raining out! and i got off an hour in a half early!yea so i called Brett to do something and i was like come and get me then and he was like okay how are you getting home then cuz hes drinkking dude that shit makes me mad so fuck that errg.. gawd that just makes me mad! what ever dude thats all i need is another guy to make me mad! nahh ( Read more... ) -
if i give you the gun...will you pull the trigger for me?
okay today was so freaking BLA! well last night i REALLY wanted see "The Longest Yard" so amy kayla bailey david and i got tickets and when we get there TEHRES NO FREAKING SEATS! gay!so we just drove around! boring! lol well today i just drew on my door and brett came over and hung out with me for a lil..lately ive been having trouble sleeping i ( Read more... )