Temporary solution: Go to bed, Ingrid.

[nakedkiwi]

I feel like I'm only in school so I don't feel like a complete slacker.  But my school doesn't feel like a real school.  And I don't feel like a real student.

I have no major; none of my credits fall into the same program.  I feel like the last two years of my life have been empty.  Like I've accomplished nothing, like they didn't even exist.

I'm

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[wisdus13]

When I was at MATC, I head a really great counselor by the name of Scott Ritter... He was really helpful in all aspects for me. Hope that helps, and good luck, miss...

[afbrat529]

Here's something I haven't said out loud, to anyone: What I really want to do, is major in French. I want to graduate, eventually, with this major, and then move to France (or, for financial reasons, maybe Quebec) and immerse myself in the language and the culture. I want to move by myself, I think that's the only way I can become truly mature and independent. Then, I want to move back here and get a job teaching French.

You need to find a way to do this then. The only way you are going to succeed is by doing something you really want to do.

Go talk to the guy Dustin told you about and tell him this. Then ask him how to make it happen.

You need to do this for yourself. Like you said, you can't rely on your parents for everything anymore. You're an adult and you call the shots in your life, regardless of where you live, go to school, work, etc.

[breathedefiance]

Im at a college. I have a major. I know when I'm going to graduate. I know what im doing after i graduate (going to law school) but...i dont know what im going to be when i grow up. i have no idea whats going on. every second i change my mind or doubt something or any number of other things.

moral of the story: no one really ever knows what they're doing or what they want to do, or should do. some people just pretend better

[leftteffticle]

mmm yeah, i pretty much could have written every word of this