Its impossible for me to keep a decent eljay because I have found that it is useless for me to try to communicate in literary terms. Every time I update I read it later and think that it sounds wrong or is stupid and is going to give people a completely wrong idea of who I am. Which is another completely differnt issue Im having at the moment. So ( Read more... )

Tuesday (aka tomarrow) 7 in the morning I will be leaving for colorado for a week ( Read more... )

1. INCORPORATE THE WORD "GOD!FNJF!" EVERY TIME I SPEAK ( Read more... )

A reason not to put up an electric fence ( Read more... )

One day Ill try to update without immediatly deleting it later. But I cant really promise anything.

So Im kind of really pissed off and angry right now ( Read more... )

Is there a mp3 downloading system that doesnt fuck up your computer?

i dont want the world to see ELLY
cause i dont think that they'd SURVIVE
when everything's meant to be UGLY
just have ELLY come stay the niiigghtttt - lily

Every one should write songs about how ugly I am.

Also, New AIM sn,
Tired Carnage

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God it'd be so nice just to actually have
a conversation with some one.
I feel like that never happens. I feel like no one knows anything about me.

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