all of my friends
they're not my friends
a knife in the back
felt it again

watched the sunrise, did some homework, ate breakfast, went back to sleep for a minute, headed off on a morning walk to clear my head.

smoke smoke smoke
longing.

trading in my life for a new one as of tomorrow.

ships are launching from my chest
some have names but most do not
if you find, please let me know what piece i've lost

heal the scars from off my back
i don't need them anymore
you can throw them out or keep them in your mason jars
i've come home

oh the times, they are a-changin'

organize thoughts, you know ( Read more... )

i really think those people who say that god goes out of their way to intervene in their own lives while thousand of other are starving, suffering, and dying at that exact same moment - are some selfish motherfuckers.

watching dear zachary and smoking bowls. im hooked on documentaries lately.

had a productive morning. worked out for an hour, ate a healthy breakfast, cleaned a little and packed myself lunch for work today.

babyboy is so cute.

only a month and a half til school starts.

i swear im the luckiest girl in the world.

unedited stream of consciousness

you wonder about your head, and all the acid you took sophomore year. how too much probably fucked you up. too much of everything. staying up all night in a box with a head full of chemicals, writing down nonsense and painting with your fingers until the sun came up and released your bones back into the world. you ( Read more... )

everyone who goes out of their way to say they really really hate drama and they're "done" with fake people
is probably fake and really into causing drama.

making good money. lots of smoking and adventuring as of late. good friends. a lot of school. my wonderful man.

im just happy, that's all you need to know.