After 2 years of feeling insane, he called and it was like i was dreaming. And now I can't sleep and I told him now he will be in my mind all the time. I don't know any other way to be. I said I graduated, I came to Alabama without you. I said that I knew I could do it without him, I just thought it would have been better if he were there ( Read more... )

Two things alabama has too many of ( Read more... )

I was telling Jackie the other day that I do not know how she lived by herself for so long. Me, never. I have never lived by myself, or have i ever wanted to. There is too much time to think and to worry and to feel alone ( Read more... )

Wow, I shouldve updated earlier because now i dont even feel like typing. I found a place to stay outside of Joy's house. This girl I go dancing with during the week...I am going to live with her in a two bedroom apartment. Now i am watching Madea's family reunion which seriously makes me laugh out loud. Its so crazy! I do fox trot, rumba, and ( Read more... )

Which maybe in the rap song they mean that in a sarcastic funny way. however with me its really true. I really do just crush a whole lot without any actual results. Like a whole bunch. Anyway, trip to Tennessee was pretty fun. i like the different people i met and am sad that I won't be seeing some of them regularly. Its just a reminder i ( Read more... )

the war thats raging on inside ( Read more... )

I'm gonna ask him to listen and tell him about everything no lies we're losing time ( Read more... )

Today is my youngest bro's birthday. I haven't gotten him a thing yet. I talked to Nicolea for three and a half hours tonight. She's moving back to Maryland after a year and a half in Georgia. I feel all jumbled after talking to her. As per usual. I mean I have been feeling jumbled about life recently. Classic dad moment: "Is it that you ( Read more... )

if you have a minute why dont we go talk about it somewhere only we know ( Read more... )

they won't change their minds

Moments of my life are so precious. I am lucky to have the people that I have in it. I fly to Alabama tomorrow.