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Nov 21, 2006 11:15

my chest hurts so badly i cannot breathe. i have to see the doctor here today. im nervous. i just want to go home. i miss everyone so much, but i know things have to change. i cannot have relationships based on eating disorders anymore. it's not healthy and i know that. it's just hard cuz it's what i've had for so long. my body image blows but i ( Read more... )

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sup3rman83 November 22 2006, 00:15:29 UTC
I was just wondering how you were doing...I hope things are getting better. Listen, I'm going to be home soon and I'd like to see you...is that possible? I'm going to be fairly busy, but I WILL make time if there's a way for me to see you, I think it would be good for both of us. Let me know, and I hope this comment finds you well.

<3 Neil

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nakey_dancer November 22 2006, 01:51:52 UTC
i get to come home for thanksgiving but then i will be back here. let me know when u'd like to come if you still want to come visit. you can come basically anytime after 6:30 on weekdays and anytime on weekends. just let me know your plans. i'd love to see u.

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sup3rman83 November 24 2006, 00:12:18 UTC
I'm thinking Wednesday December 6th, it looks like Danyel will be joining me, you'll get double the fun!! haha anyways, I really really want to see you and I think it'll be good for both of us so hopefully it'll be ok. I hope you had a decent Thanksgiving!

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pickupmypieces November 22 2006, 23:40:36 UTC
I hope you're okay.... your chest hurts? That's worrisome. I know what you mean about ... your body isn't made to be small, but you have to accept it. That's the number one thing that's kept me from recovery, I think, is having to once and for all accept my body the way it is, and not try to lose weght, "healthfully" or otherwise.
Hang in there love.
xx

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sup3rman83 November 30 2006, 09:18:01 UTC
How does December 6th sound? It's a wednesday, next to be exact!! So let me know if I can come visit and email me an address so I can mapquest and plan. I think Danyel might accompany me if that's ok, if its not, let me know. I'm really excited about seeing you babe, I hope all is well.

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