Comments | nakiano: Sitter Brother's Death

nakiano

Sitter Brother's Death

Apr 01, 2005 20:33

I'm tired and I feel like I could cut my wrist and not regret it. If any of my friends see this sorry. My housekeeper's younger brother just died on Thursday from a cancer that was already killing him. My mother offered to give her a couple of weeks off for her to recover but she refuses to go "I have no where to go 'to' and no one to go home 'to ( Read more... )

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neko_hikari April 3 2005, 02:13:26 UTC

Why would you cut yourself over that? In my eyes thats just not wanting to face your problems. I'm sorry for your housekeepers loss. I hope she recovers soon. Why were you selfish? What did you say that in your mami's eyes was selfish? (oh, and her name was terri shaivo) I don't want you to feel like you should ever harm yourself in anyway caro. Don't hurt yourself over something that either a. dosen't truly concern u or b. something you can't controll. You may say you won't regret it but you will because when you look at those scars on your wrists months or years from now you'll think 'why was i so stupid.' I know I do....and nothing can take those memories away from me. And the pain isn't worth it...so take care of yourself ok? im here for you.

tigertibbytabby April 3 2005, 16:35:25 UTC

Caro, don't do that. I know this can be ver sad, but you have to remember, it has to happen. Life is a very delicate thing, and all we can do is just cherish it. I know you want to help your housekeeper, and feeling secluded, and so helpless is very natural. You'ed be doing something wrong if you didn't feel this way. She's lived a hard life, but the reason she didn't want to leave, was because she trusted herself here, around the people that care for her in ways that can't be easily exposed (like you). I know how you feel right now, but the last thing you need to do is cut your wrists, because you'ed be putting that VERY same pain on us, and what could we do about it? Don't take that dangerouse path, because we love you, and care for you, and we need you. Who would be my Farie Godmother? As for now, all you can do is offer a shoulder to cry on. If you want to make her feel better, do something special for her. Write a note, buy some flowers, or even help her out around the house and stuff. Words can mean nothing to what your actions ( ... )