keep going

[namaste27]

I would like to stop feeling sad. Then I'm angry with myself for feeling sad, its over a stupid thing really I lost my job, so what? but I can see know that I really connect myself to my occupation. first, I need to work-that part is fairly easy...I could remedy this by doing what I've always done and go out and get a job, any job....just bag

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[corellian_ninja]

i want to thrive and not simply survive

I completely understand that statement, and just thinking about going back into the soulless, thankless pit that is working in a hospital is so depressing.
I hope you can find what you are looking for soon. I know you will, you are so amazing and thoughtful.

[namaste27]

awe, sweet lady. you say good things

[namaste27]

stahp. I heart's you

[namaste27]

I'm waiting for that other shoe...I keep seeing kinda crappy jobs and wondering if I should go them....the waiting scares me, its worse because I'm not doing anything and I'm flat broke.

[namaste27]

I'm trying. I'm disappointed that I let myself fall back into this pit after Eva helped me crawl out