This is so messed up - yes im posting lyrics, so shoot me
"Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't"
I am heaven sent
Don't you dare forget
I am all you've ever wanted
What all the other boys all promised
Sorry I told
I just needed you to know
I think in decimals and dollars
I am the cause to all your problems
Shelter from cold
We are never alone
Coordinate brain and mouth
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out
I wish I knew
I hope this song starts a craze.
The kind of song that ignites the airwaves
The kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are
with whoever they're there with
This is war
Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore.
I hope you come down with something
they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for
Holding on to your grudge
Oh it's so hard to have someone to love
And keeping quiet is hard
Cause you can't keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start
(at least pretend you didn't want to get caught)
We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now throwing the fights
I just want to believe...I just want to believe..I just want to believe.. in us
Oh, we're so controversial
We are [I am] entirely smooth
We admit to the truth
We are [I am] the best at what we do
And these are the words you wish you wrote down
This is the way you wish your voice sounds Handsome and smart
Ooh, my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart
And it's all from watching t.v.
And from speeding up my breathing
Wouldn’t stop if I could
Oh, it hurts to be this good
You're holding on to your grudge
Oh, it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love
Oh, so let it go
This is the grace only we can bestow
This is the price you pay for loss of control
This is the break in the bend
This is the closest of calls
This is the reason you're alone
This is the rise and fall
"The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot"
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget... You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
Always
I can feel you.. against my skin,
I feel you...
Like the poison seeping into
Into my veins, numb with the pain
Sick and guilty
is The sadness you've given to me...
I can feel you... Always...
I will learn too late
It's too late.. to change
It is too late..
Still these strange frustration stains
Burn my skin when nobody needs me....
This sadness.. Forced to feel
Like poison, I'll never heal
I will learn too late
It's too late.. to change
It is too late..
Still these strange frustration stains
Burn my skin when nobody needs me....
It's always, you're always
I'm always and I
I need you always.. I need you always
It's always, you're always,
I'm always and I
I'm always... Always...
Always...
I am with you always
I am with you always
I am with you always
I am with you always
Always.. Always.. Always.. Always..
Push me over the edges
Push me over the edges
Suffocating the senses
You strip me defenseless, I know you
Images reflected
I am raped and molested, touched by you
Perception over reality
And what we see is not always what we see
Deeper inside
You'll find your eyes lie, judge not this time
Alone
Distorted dreams in the silence
No vital signs just the violence
Tortured frame in the empty
Scars on my body just ghosts to remind me
I burn
Still reflection disturbs you
Twin perception unnerves you
Split in two
Beautiful brutality
Self-inflicted these cuts my company
Opposite sides of this coin
Try both sides
I'm yours you're mine
Alone
You scream like a symphony
Wicked trick has left me in agony
Your malfunction is needing
Vertical scars and proof of the bleeding
You burn
Your twin with you
Within the burning
I am your twin
With you within alone
I am heaven sent
Don't you dare forget
I am all you've ever wanted
What all the other boys all promised
Sorry I told
I just needed you to know
I think in decimals and dollars
I am the cause to all your problems
Shelter from cold
We are never alone
Coordinate brain and mouth
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out
I wish I knew
I hope this song starts a craze.
The kind of song that ignites the airwaves
The kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are
with whoever they're there with
This is war
Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore.
I hope you come down with something
they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for
Holding on to your grudge
Oh it's so hard to have someone to love
And keeping quiet is hard
Cause you can't keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start
(at least pretend you didn't want to get caught)
We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now throwing the fights
I just want to believe...I just want to believe..I just want to believe.. in us
Oh, we're so controversial
We are [I am] entirely smooth
We admit to the truth
We are [I am] the best at what we do
And these are the words you wish you wrote down
This is the way you wish your voice sounds Handsome and smart
Ooh, my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart
And it's all from watching t.v.
And from speeding up my breathing
Wouldn’t stop if I could
Oh, it hurts to be this good
You're holding on to your grudge
Oh, it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love
Oh, so let it go
This is the grace only we can bestow
This is the price you pay for loss of control
This is the break in the bend
This is the closest of calls
This is the reason you're alone
This is the rise and fall
"The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot"
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget... You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
Always
I can feel you.. against my skin,
I feel you...
Like the poison seeping into
Into my veins, numb with the pain
Sick and guilty
is The sadness you've given to me...
I can feel you... Always...
I will learn too late
It's too late.. to change
It is too late..
Still these strange frustration stains
Burn my skin when nobody needs me....
This sadness.. Forced to feel
Like poison, I'll never heal
I will learn too late
It's too late.. to change
It is too late..
Still these strange frustration stains
Burn my skin when nobody needs me....
It's always, you're always
I'm always and I
I need you always.. I need you always
It's always, you're always,
I'm always and I
I'm always... Always...
Always...
I am with you always
I am with you always
I am with you always
I am with you always
Always.. Always.. Always.. Always..
Push me over the edges
Push me over the edges
Suffocating the senses
You strip me defenseless, I know you
Images reflected
I am raped and molested, touched by you
Perception over reality
And what we see is not always what we see
Deeper inside
You'll find your eyes lie, judge not this time
Alone
Distorted dreams in the silence
No vital signs just the violence
Tortured frame in the empty
Scars on my body just ghosts to remind me
I burn
Still reflection disturbs you
Twin perception unnerves you
Split in two
Beautiful brutality
Self-inflicted these cuts my company
Opposite sides of this coin
Try both sides
I'm yours you're mine
Alone
You scream like a symphony
Wicked trick has left me in agony
Your malfunction is needing
Vertical scars and proof of the bleeding
You burn
Your twin with you
Within the burning
I am your twin
With you within alone