so i would like to kill stephie cakes as i once, so endearingly called her. kill her dead ( Read more... )

i think i hate jimi. he is such a fucker with his lies. yes. i haven't spoke to him in ages and when i get the chance to and he makes me swear i'll call him, he leaves. fucker ( Read more... )

does anyone realize that i waste my money on useless shite? i need a second job. i think i should whore myself. visited a sex shop today and (misso you'll like this)ben stopped to wave and then watched me enter. i am not a pervert. i wanna work there. oh how i wish the were hiring. any ideas for money? maybe whoring missa to ben? he's lonely.

people die in threes.... i wonder who is next?
trouble on the horizon.
need a job but apparently people don't hire people with piercings, so sad where will i work. i need money kinda badly eh?
i'd bitch more but you make me uncomfortable.

i am fucking livid!!!!!!! today flipping through one of those trash mags that i enjoy so very much and i came across a weight loss ad, no biggie this is the norm (unfortunately). the product name was hydroxy cut (i think it's one word) and their entire ad was about how losing weight would impress your man. i am used to subtle hints or the usual ' ( Read more... )

today i slept and worked and screamed

i think i am over life. drugs, meds, alcohol, people....everything. finished. i am sick of it and am fucking angry that i have to deal with so much bs. yes, feel sorry for me for my life is so much worse than yours.

i hate how i always want what i cannot have. it always happens to me and it is currently driving me insane!!! all i ever want is whatever i know is not good for me. do you think i could re-iterate this point any more ( Read more... )

okay so went to the gym, sooo excited to be in shape and be my ol' self but it (this plan) will probably fail. i hate it ( Read more... )

well well, what do we have here? i am currently leaning on my sleeping arm and am experiencing the most odd sensation. nothing to write really just thought i'd jump rigt in there,