one of those days

[nameless_jo]

jordan- just stay away don t talk to me don t say anything to me and u know what i ve come to realiuze i guess i must really be a bitch and a stupid one at that for ever thinking there could be anything btwn us. god u fucking hurt me more than u think and u know what now jessica will be even happier. i just can t put up with ur lies and excuses or

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[elfudgebear2005]

don t know why i m bothering things aren t gonna change. u know it s not bout being friends it s bout being friends with the kind of relationship we had. i came on tonitez with all intentions on apologizing to u and everyone else i was in a bad mood and i took it out on u caitlin and greg. only difference is they didn t care cuz they knew why i was in a bad mood but of course can t expect much from me anymore. u know the things i do are never good enough for anyone in my life. i feel as though i let u go due to the guilt and crap going on in my life. it s worse than u can imagine trust me. everyone keeps telling me things will get better but in reality they won t. i ve screwed up everything in my life and why cuz of my own personal life i hate dragging my friends into it and then when i do i feel guilty and i feel ashamed and i figured rather than u finding out bout it i would end it before u did. i already have greg and caitlin. they understand and i think that s why we are still friends but i just don t feel like dragging u into