http://kevan.org/johari?name=Nameless_Me

You know it's sad; the best friends I've ever had are here on LJ, and yet in the end I'm not even sure why I post here. I suppose it's to let stuff out, but people I know found it and made my life more miserable because of it. Everyday I go out with a smile, and everyday I come back in more pain. I try to push the pain away and it just gets worse, ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Sorry about my dissapearence but some people found out about my LJ and it was causing problems so i decided to lay off for a while. Anyway I'm backand I just wanted to say Happy New Years.

>^..^<

.

Well I'm getting settled in my new place and should have my internet set up by saturday evening. anyway not a lot going on with me other than work and cartoons anyway I'm in a bit pf a rush so I'll catch yall later.

>^..^<

.

Not much going on with me but I thought I should update anyway.

>^..^<

.

Does anything matter anymore? I'm really begging to question if it does or not, The more I try the more I fail, the only thing I have been able to succeed at lately is failure. I am lower now than I ever remember being. I need help.......................

Translucent visions obscured by pain;
echoing quietly, driving me insane.
I seek a way out of oblivions grasp;
hoping to find shelter from the rain.
Just wanting to see an end to the pain.

-Me

( Read more... )

Why does my life feel like a pit of oblivion filled with the twisted howling of silence? I know some of it is my fault and that some things are just beyond my control. Is it destiny, and if so to what end does it lead? I pray for death to come swiftly and mercilessly while I sleep yet everyday I wake. There is so much beauty in the world, yet I ( Read more... )